I'm supposed to be copying files now. I hate it. I keep getting that hard whirry noise. It depresses me endlessly. Bam another concert gone. Bam. Bam. Bam. It got worser, Ricky. Last night as I was doing some last minute copying the whole "sp undone" folder suddenly was unavailable. All the sp shows I hadn't listened to yet. All gone. I had only copied half of them. And it's worrying because it means the problem has potential to get worse and worse. That folder was working ok. And now it's not. So now I have the additional pressure of needing to copy what I can quickly before it all just goes to hell.

I don't want to deal with it. I just want to sleep. I'm tired.

I'm still annoyed that there's an airport in Aarhus and I don't even know about it. Like where it is and how to get there. I don't know if I actually thought that the only airport in Denmark was in Copenhagen. But... I don't know. Sometimes I'm very clueless. Comes from not leaving the house enough I think. And speaking of that... right now there's some debate in Denmark about the lack of prison facilities. And people are talking about a Swedish method. Where the prisoners would get special shackles with a chip in them. And then they would be sent home to house arrest. And this chip would keep track of where the prisoner were at all times. So if they left the house it would be registered.

Now if that thing was implemented in Denmark, I was thinking I could get thrown in jail. At home. And the state would force me to stay inside all the time. Isn't that perfect for a social phobic recluse? It would actually be illegal for me to leave the house and be around people. Wow. I can hardly see the downside to that. Screw New Zealand, I'm moving to Sweden. They've got nice nature too. And snow. Not that I'll be able to enjoy it when I'm locked up at home of course.

Oh stop fantasizing, boy.

While I was busy ignoring my lost concerts I watched the Zulu Awards. Zulu is a Danish TV station. I think Skye would have liked those awards. Saybia won several nice awards and there was a huggathon. People sending hugs from one end of Copenhagen to the TV studio or something like that. It reminded me of rufsa.

But anyway. I got to thinking. When I get my guitar. And when I learn to play it. And when I learn to sing. And when I'm able to leave the house without panicking. Then I could join a Danish band. Saybia would be the one that fits me best musically. And I guess with image and looks too.

There were other bands performing though. I could join Junior Senior. If you're european you might have seen their video on MTV. It's the one that looks like a Commodore 64 animation. With the squirrel that blows things up. You gotta love squirrels that blow things up. Mmmm nut juice. Their music sounds kind of like something you'd get from one of those computer programs. Sounds like there are no live people and instruments. So it's kind of weird seeing them perform live for real. But a very catchy song. And Thomas Troelsen from Superheroes on backing vocals I think. That was neat. Anyway, I don't think I fit in to their band musically. But! I'm a big baby. So it could be Junior Senior Baby. That would be excellent.

No? Okay. How about Outlandish then. They are a sort of hip-hop/r'n'b thing. I dislike the genre. But Guantanamo is a cool hit I think. It's not worse than half the stuff on MTV anyway. And they have the whole ethnic thing going. They rap in English and Spanish. I don't think they do any in Danish though. So I think their ethnic blend could use a pale-ass white boy to rap in Danish. "Jeg er for sej, for jeg er mig, yo yo". It could work. Totally.

I'm not hot enough to join Nik & Jay. Nik & Jay & Plume wouldn't work. I would looove to join Sugababes. They're not Danish but they performed at the awards and I wouldn't mind joining them at all. Mhm. They're the hottest thing in pop right now. So says I. I won't even comment on Westlife.

The best part of the awards was when the Jackass team met Jes Dorph-Pedersen. That was international class man. Good stuff.

I just think it's scary how you can barely tell the Zulu awards apart from the MTV europe music awards. Casper Christensen is even a better host than puff diddy daddy-oh. Man, I can't take MTV anymore.
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MTV. Music TV. Music. My music. Argh. I gotsta go.

Rest in peace Kaj Løvring.

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