2001-11-17 - 11:06 p.m. - +

OMIFUK!!1111. It's zwaaaan!!!1111
bolly is a jeenus
And with that out of my system...
system shock
I really don't have time to make an entry. I've spent entirely too much time on zwan and other things. Strange currencies.
short and sweet and crap
But let's see... Just quickly...
fasttrack
The family is sitting at the table eating lunch. I'm sitting at the computer listening to Radiohead. The more they are a family the more I'm reminded that I'm not a part of it. I wish they'd stop talking with their mouthes full. I wish they'd stop talking. Let's go down the waterfall... have yourself a good time, it's nothing at all...
cause I'm not impressed with your loneliness
Yes, I love it when my brother is home and we're a happy family. Look at him sitting in my computer corner. I should be sitting there. Always. It's not like I have a life to experience while he's hogging the computer.
brother dear
And so on.
you know the drill
And notice the mess. As I said. We live in a pig sti. Sickly green colours, the walls are closing in. The curtains keep out the sunshine. The carpet is torn. Beautiful garbage, it's a beautiful grave you're lying in. And you lie in your bed. And you lie to yourself. And so on.
oink
Until I die.. of a broken heart. A broken heart. Saying no to an angel. Telling a jewel to stay away. Beautiful angel... I will see you in the next life.
with a broken heart
Sorry. Always sorry.
eternally
np: zwan - and so i died of a broken heart

...a feeling I hide...
always bye

back and forth

clix




try to understand
the ones I love and their demands
so unfair when they can't see
that I'm the boy who really needs

your love i suppose

I just want peace
diaryland
to be free at last