lately I just can't seem to believe...

What exactly is an egad? Is it the online version of gad? ... haha, you so funny Lasse

Ungh. I hate that. I can't figure it out.. Whatever. Love'n'hate. I'm sorry.

Boys Don't Cry. I should get more Cure stuff. I really should. Boys don't cry, right. Right?

Does anyone speak spanish? Could someone translate this for me? me bajo alguna canciones tuyas. valoe.thank you..... I suppose canciones must be songs. Which makes sense since it was on napster...

Wow! A transfer rate of more than 8000 k/s!!! Between two 56k users! And it's not a fake. Amazing. Lightspeed... you gotta love napster.

Everytime I look out the window and see snow I feel a little better. Just a little.

I'm sitting here with headphones nodding my head along to There It Goes. I look like an idiot. I'll write more later.

I hope that worked and there's no html tag called . I kinda like using html made-up tags. like... ooooooh . Tis fun. I'm not sure who I stole that from but I know I nicked it somewhere... Answers on a postcard please.
OK THAT WHOLE JOKE MESSED UP. I guess wrong html tags don't show up. Too bad. You'll all have to wonder what the joke was. I ain't telling.

I'm on napster. I'm downloading the acoustic Jennifer Ever studio version. I'm getting a transfer rate of about 4.42. Then I get a flow stop and when the line starts working the transfer rate drops to 1.25-2.10. Great. So I spend an hour downloading it instead of 25 minutes. When I get it all I listen to it. And it's Britney FUCKING Spears. Goddamn motherfucking idiots. And I could understand it if it was a britney fan trying to fool sp fans. But I know the guy is a big sp fan. And I can't even yell at him because he has some sp tribute stuff I want. Idiot. Just as dumb as the sp fans who take pumpkins songs and renames them as rare britney, backstreet, nsync etcetera. They're idiots too. It's idiots like them who ruin napster. Idiots. Thank you so bloody much. If you see a Jackboot77 on napster then tell him he's an idiot (but wait a day or two, okay?)

But the sp tribute is pretty horrible anyway. Some kind of goth industrial type bands. Ack. Interesting but ack. Ack-ack-ack.

It annoys me that the cover version of Frail & Bedazzled clearly says "that I'm the boy THAT really needs". It does sound like THAT not WHO even in a lot of Billy's versions. But the official lyrics say WHO. And I like that more. I will never be The Boy That Really Needs. I'm The Boy Who Really Needs. And I'm not nuts. try to understand, the ones I love and their demands, so unfair when they can't see, that I'm the boy who really needs, their love - I suppose... The memories... the pain, the joy, the stuff. The pumpkins.

"Ice swim nuts".... that was my note for something I wanted to say... At first I was puzzled, what was it I wanted to say about nuts and ice cold water? mahahaha. No, it's those people who like to go nakid swimming in the middle of winter. They say they do it for the sport, for the rush, whatever. I don't believe them. I think they're all just waiting for the lazy reporter who'll inevitably take a camera to the beach and film them rushing into the ice cold water. Sooner or later they'll end up on tv cause they're NUTS!!!! that's what I wanted to say about nuts in ice cold water. Send fan mail for that story to me here. You know you want to. Any other diarylanders manage to use "nuts" "ice" and "cold" in the same paragraph ever? Hmmm?

I like this random playlist thing. Instead of listening to a concert or a group of demos or whatever I'm just listening to random songs from all over the place. It's sweet. Rock On from a concert in portugal a couple of months ago followed by Offerup from early 90's then a marked demo and an acoustic demo from Machina. A bit of banter, a tease of Boys don't cry (that was what made me download the cure song yesterday) and so on. It's nice and unpredictable.

So I got this email. And it seems that there's a girl dying from cancer. I know I'm going to sound like an asshole now. But I just don't believe it. I just don't. If I send this email on to everyone I know she'll get 3 cents for every email? What kind of cancer organization says to a little girl who's sick from cancer "Yeah, we'll give you money. If you can circulate this email really well.". And how do they "track" the emails. And it says she has 6 months to live... that email has to do a fucking lot of travelling to gather enough money for her treatment in time... I don't buy it. I get a little angry. Not that I don't want to help little girls who are sick from cancer. But this is not the way I want to do it, even if the story was legit. It's just the way it sounds exactly like the other sick people, and the struggling painter, and drunk driving campaigns. Maybe one or two are real but when you've seen enough of them you start to lose faith in the chainmail help system. I suppose it's a bit sad, but then I'm a cynical jackass so what do you expect? Sorry, Ryan. I'm sure you meant well...

And sorry to you too, Sarra. I think you sent me something along the same lines once. And I probably never sent that on either. I guess I'm just a bad human being.

Let's all agree: Lasse is a bad human being. Send your reasons why Lasse is a bad human being to The Housinge Ministry of Self Defence.

Oh whatever...

I should tell a bit about Starla June. Interesting story. Sad things happen. Good things happen. Strange things happen. Scary. I'll tell y'all tomorrow. If I remember. I probably won't. I'm baaad.

Yeah. Life is strange. I can't wait till I'll actually experience it ... haha, you so funny Lasse

G'night, sorry for all the email links. Complain here

np: Starchildren - Give peace a chance

...all we are saying, is give peace a chance...