shattering fast, i'm glass, i'm glass
i'm shattering fast, i'm glass, i'm glass
i'm shattering, shattering, glass, glass, glass
i'm shattering fast, i'm glass, i'm glass

got a lot of tears
in a blood-stained jar
been a real long time
since i walk the fine line

won't you please
talk to me
won't you love
what i love

all alone
in my soul
i betrayed

my rock and roll
my rock and roll
my rock and roll
my rock and roll
my rock and roll

shattering fast, i'm glass, i'm glass
i'm shattering, shattering, glass, glass, glass

you set up the walls
hold all my calls
i'll be by the pool
playing with my guns
and there's nowhere to run
i'm the one you love now
staying after school
breaking all the rules

shattering fast
shattering fast
i'm shattering glass
shattering fast, oh

Despite the extra hour I managed to sleep way too much and as such miss most of Buffy. How heartbreaking. There was even an evil Willow. I'll never forgive myself for missing that.

Or maybe I will

My watch broke again. The glue didn't last. But my ingenious piece of string held it together. I might not even need glue. But I glued it together again anyway. Thrilling, no?

Brøndby lost. 2-0. To AGF. The club from Århus. Where I live. The bottom club from Århus. Where I live. Sigh. Brøndby comes from Sjælland (Zealand). Close to the capital of Denmark, Copenhagen. I live in Århus. The second largest city of Denmark. There's a lot of rivalry between Århus and Copenhagen. Typical stereotypes et al. Århus is the capital of the mainland (Jutland). Copenhagen is the evil big brother. I grew up in Århus loving a football club from Copenhagen.... it was a neverending battle. If Brøndby lost I'd have hell to go through when school started on Monday. Luckily Brøndby don't lose much :) ...but I think one of the reasons I love Brøndby so much is that I went through my childhood defending it, fighting for it. For my right to love it. Everybody else supported AGF. Just cause it was the club from Århus. I don't get that. If AGF hadn't been the best club in Århus they'd have loved another club from Århus. That's geography, not feelings. I have feelings (ooo-er) for Brøndby. Not because of the geographical location but because of the club, the way it plays and so on.

Well, I know you're all interested in Brøndby. Aren't you? You've probably never heard of it. But if you know anything about soccer then you know Peter Schmeichel, right? He's an old Brøndby player. We sold him to Manchester United. Now he's in Portugal. How about the Laudrup brothers? They both came from Brøndby. John Jensen and Kim Vilfort, the two players who scored the goals when Denmark won the European Championship final 2-0 against Germany in 92, they're both old Brøndby players. Jensen was sold to Arsenal. And came back to Brøndby later. Vilfort still works for us. Lars Olsen, captain of the 92 European Champions is a Brøndby oldboy. He's our assistant coach now. Marc Rieper played for West Ham and is now injured at Celtic. He's a Brøndby dood. Ebbe Sand, who was a couple of weeks ago the leading scorer in the German Bundesliga is a Brøndby megastar. Uche Okuchukwu, Nigerian international, started his carreer in European soccer at Brøndby. Dan Eggen, Norwegian international defender, got his breakthru at Brøndby.

Unless someone signs my analyzer I will make all my entries from now on about Brøndby. That is a threat. Seriously.

If I were dead
would my records sell
could you even tell
is it just as well
heavy metal
heavy metal machine
let me die for rock and roll
let me die and save my soul
let me go, let me go rock and roll
let the world forgive the past
let all the girls kiss the boys at last
let me go, let me die rock and roll
heavy metal
heavy metal machine
heavy metal
heavy metal machine

You gotta understand, you gotta understand, it's just a fact that you must attack gotta get it while you can well, everyone's gonna be a big star, everyone's gonna drive a fast car, everyone's gonna be in charge, cause everybody's business is everybody's business....... yeah, we're coming to your town, yeah we're an american band for you.....

The best song? Do you want to know what the best song is? Well, the best song is:

Real Love fall into the century on a supersonic cross
blessed she in aching silence, eternal loss
calling out i won't surrender a locket of her hair
sympathize her pious pleasures, go down the stairs
into the dark again
to feel alive again, and wait for

real love
or is it me you're after
is it time
cause it's now or never
real love
real love forever
real love

born of the ball and chain
into a world sustained with sorrow

real love
a real touch we speak in
is it lies
or is it what we're seekin'
real love

in the eyes, behold and you'll find the 21st century
detonate her will and her widowed speech
buried in the backyard shadow, the rusty coffee tin
that held her mother's first kiss in a nameless dream
fall down the stairs again
to feel alive against tomorrow

real love
or is it me you're after
is it time
cause it's now or never
real love
real love forever
is it love
or just yours to treasure
real love
real love
real love

we never listen
real love will listen
and tell of a fortune
real love is riches
scratch through the changes
real love is nameless
so tired and hopeless

real love is painless
nobody mentions
we ever move to collect
the solar questions
demon scorn should not relax
the laws of gravity

real love

Yeah, you know a person in uninspired when he fill his diary with song lyrics.... But it's a beautiful song. The band is called The Smashing Pumpkins... you should try the sometime ;)

Haha, it must be a bitch for a person with dsl or T1 or some fast wonderconnection when they download from little old me with crappy 56k, hihi. I mean, I'm used to the snailpace... it must be like Superman affected by kryptonite... just a normal person. Oh, it must be a pain :) And it doesn't amuse me just because I was supposed to get the dsl and didn't... no no, that's not why I like to see dsl users download at 1 k/s... Nooooo... hehe.

I want to build a snowman. And I want it to come alive. And I want to sneak out at the night and take its hand. And then I want to fly through the air with it. To the sound of a choir of young boys. Anyone else remember that cartoon? I think they show it every year. It's beautiful. I want to build a snowman.

I can't believe they made Wyclef host of the mtv awards. I hate mtv. Wyclef's kinda funny though. I like how he'll say "I got a record out on the xth go buy it" when he presents an award at a show. At least that's honesty. But my toes cringe at the thought of him hosting a show. And they'll try and pull in the big American stars. Who'll say that it's great to be in Europe blablabla. And so on. Well, whatever, nevermind. I hope they'll play some Sisqo soon. That guy can write! I can't remember the name of the song but it goes something like: thong, thong, thong, thong, thong, thong, thong, thong, thong, thong, thong. NOW THOSE ARE LYRICS"!!!!!!!11. Fuck Billy, me want Sisqo all night long! Can you TASTE the irony? CAN YOU??!?!?!?!?!

"There was a soft music blowing over the green hills of Ireland. So soft in fact that few human ears could ever have picked it up. But the youthful looking girl sitting on a stone in the forest grove was not human. She was a leprechaun. There weren't many female leprechauns. As far as she knew in fact there was only one. And her name was Gwen. " ___bewitched by a tale like this :)

I went into the hallway (if you can call it that. Tiny house.) and turned on the light. As I did that I also stepped forward quickly, wanting to rush through the hallway (if you can call it that. Small house.). But the light blew. And because I was rushing my step I managed to be right under the lamp as the light blew. I was startled. My thoughts were drifting as I rushed through the hallway (if yo... oh you get the picture) and then something happened that I could never in a million years expect. It didn't change my life. But it happened. Out of the blue. Something to think about...Saturnine, how I'd love to waste your time, saturnine, saturnine, you were waiting all this time...

It's all unimportant. That's the great thing. All erased tomorrow.

It's not like you really care....
It's not like I really do either...
It's not like it really matters...
Everybody alltogether now: IT'S NOT LIKE IT REALLY MATTERS
sometimes I feel so... apathetic. If that's a word. I think it is. But I don't really care. So there you go. Think about me when you go to bed. Or think about someone you love, that's even better. I don't really care. Goodnight. Badnight. Whatever.

NP: Pumpkins - Here's To The Atom Bomb (here's to the atom bomb, may everyone find a way to get on)

...words can't define what I feel inside, who needs them?