It rained today. Sweet. There are only a couple of days left then it's officially summer. There probably won't be much rain. I will be a fish out of water trying to breathe in the heat.
an ongoing narrative
But today I sat outside in the rain again and just enjoyed it. Rain is good.

I'm watching the Osbournes and it's making me want to go outside and scream obscenities at the old lady next door. Aye.

And you can now download Zwan music at the official site in case you were wondering.

And if you think spam is bad then look at this. Aww. That came in some spam email advertising somethingIdontknow. Adorable.

Last night as I was turning off everything and going to bed I just managed to upload plume the song (it should work now dammit) and I listened to it and then I went to bed. And I was lying there in bed thinking about the good old days. And I was missing Pisces Iscariot so much it hurt. I was longing and pining. I can feel pisces in my bones. Pisces and Mellon Collie and reading Tips-bladet on fridays instead of going to school and wasting my life and throwing everything away and everytime I hear Plume ending my brain is already singing along to Whir.

I love those Pisces songs. They're so simple and unpolished and right there. Feel it in my bones, in my bones. I love the way the pumpkins were so varied. They had everything. And every album has a different feel. From megalomania to simplicity from rock to tenderness. I miss it. It will never be the same. Zwan is good, Zwan is good all the time. But it will never be the same. I want the simplicity of that time. I want you to bring me down.

I miss the time when the only voices in my head was my own. I miss the silence.
shut the f... up
I don't want to let go.

Until it kills me.

Oh yeah. Better go to bed and feel it in my bones. Night all.

np: garbage - no. 1 crush (011015)