Notalot to say today. Nothing exciting happened. They didn't come to take me away. I got a new Zwan show and I'm downloading another. That's the most excitement I've had. It's all good.

I'm feeling a little down though. A sentimentality hanging around. A little sadness. The weight of not being good enough pulling me down.

But I'll be fine. I'm sure.

It'll be fine.

Yesterday I suddenly had comet cursor installed. This worries me. I know I didn't install it. My mother swears she didn't. It just suddenly loaded itself. I didn't even know it was on my computer. If my brother downloaded it when he was home I would've seen the icon on the desktop a lot sooner. I'm freaked out. Either my mother installed it without knowing or else it was installed by someone on the outside. That's one big security hole. Comet cursor isn't that bad, just petty spyware. But if someone or a website or something can put comet cursor on my computer then they can put anything here. Damnit. It freaked me out so much that I ran adaware. And after doing that I updated adaware and ran it again. Tons of bde files. And some cookies. And comet cursor of course. It's amazing how much crap you can get on your pc without barely knowing about it. Without barely knowing... ah nevermind.

Holy moly. Wouldn't that be something. My grandparents live in Roskilde. Grandparent. I could stay with family and then I would have a great time in a crowd of 90.000 people. Oh yeah. If Zwan came to Roskilde maybe I would actually have to go to a real concert for once in my life instead of collecting endless mp3s. Of course that was just a pointless rumour. But who knows. They gotta tour europe sooner or later. Why are you still reading this sentence? I'm going to quit this paragraph now and you've gotten nothing out of it. Nothing.

And people are dying. And a plane crashed into a building but I don't even know if it was an accident yet. You never know. Motor failure or humanity's evil. You never know.

Talk amongst yourselves. Daddy's going on a business trip.

np: zwan - cast a stone (020414)