What do you know, it's the future today. Well, compared to yesterday anyway. Time is funny. If you spend it watching comedies, I mean.

Tuesday went by with rising temperatures. There wasn't too much to do at work. After washing the hall I sat down in the grass for a while. And watched the bloody daffodils. Or dandelions at least.

And watched Bassam work. That's the last update of his name I'm sure. Probably. I must update my faq. And my links too, come to think of it.

After work I went and got registered at the housing place thing. Registered as searching for a house. One step closer to living on the edge. Or alone, rather. It will still be a while. But I'm on the waiting list now. Spooky. My mother took me to see Peter's appartment yesterday. I'll be wanting the same kind. It's very small though. You open the door and you're literally in the kitchen. There's no hallway or anything. Front door opens into a small kitchen. And from there you can go to a small bathroom or into the big main room. Which will be both bedroom and living room. Not much space. But if you're on your own then you don't need much more I guess.

We'll see what happens.

The registering itself went fine. A typical case of me being dead nervous before doing something, and then it turns out to be easy-peasy and nothing to worry about. Afterwards I stopped and watched Mr Horse and Mr Goat. Or Little Guy and Big Guy as I like to call them.

Aren't they darling? I was standing up on a sort of hill and looking down on them. And when I got my camera out the goat looked up at me and started going "baaah. baah". Like he was saying hello to me. It put a great big smile upon my face. That's one of the biggest things that have changed in my life, I have gotten this nice ability to get happy about sweet little things. Before I had Skye my life was much more negative. Smiling is nice. I don't mind it. I could get used to it. Everything is not horrible all the time.

She makes me smile a lot. Hehe. As scary as the future is, it still holds a lot of promise. And it feels kind of amazing to say that because I used to envision my future as something to get done with so I could find out if there was an afterlife. I'll take this life instead now.

np: k's choice - live for real (001017)