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Fuck, I'm such a bastard. Fake stupid idiot. Wether I get away with it or not I'm still sorry. I don't deserve to live. I'm slime. I'm sorry.

and I give it all back to you... yeah I give it all back to you...

moving on...

I apologize for the chocolate soundbite. I thought it was fun. I'm a billy-maniac. If (for some reason) you want to hear it again I think you can right click on the gret square and chose play or something... go on, you know you wanna... all the cool kids do....

yay. U-turn on danish tv. Can you say Jen-nifer Lo-pez Nuuuude? That U-turns me on. Haha. I should see Charlie's Angels sometime too. Damn Lucy Liu is hot. Dang. Isn't it just unfair that I'm an awkward nobody and the world is full of incredibly hot stars? It's just not fair. Oh well, that's what dreams are for... Dreams and fanfic. Yum. Shut up, I do what I want.

I love John Cleese. I don't love him in the same way I love Lucy Liu or Cameron Diaz or Anna Kournikova. But I love him. He makes me laugh no matter what he does. Aaaah. Who needs real people? I think the stars are much more rewarding. I think all real people should be killed off in a crazy plot twist leaving only stars. All the pretty people. Yeah, real people suck compared... I mean even if I should meet a nice girl in real life she'll never have as great tits as Cameron Diaz. And even if I should find a friend in real life he'll never be as funny as John Cleese... so what's the point? Why bother? Damn, I wish Virtual Reality would catch on for real...

Have I told you that we don't get cans in Denmark? We can only have our soda in glass/plastic bottles. It pisses me off. I want cans. I love cans. I need cans kick 'im in thenuuuts

I was listening to a recording of a smashing pumpkins concert. A really shitty recording. Very bad quality. And it struck my how bad it was, the recording, but how much I still loved the songs from Mellon Collie. That's the best selling double cd in history in case you didn't know... and however shitty it sounded I was still airguitaring along to Jellybelly welcome to nowhere fast, nothing here ever lasts, nothing but memories, of what never was, we're nowhere, we're nowhere, we're nowhere to be, nowhere, we're nowhere, we're nowhere to see, living makes me sick, so sick I'd rather die, down in the belly of the beast, I can't lie.... It's just fuckin' awesome. I can't believe how much I flippin' love those songs. It's like all silly, you know ohmygosh!

Sarra was asking for some help to put songs in her diary and oooooh, I want to put smashing pumpkins songs in my diary. More than just a chocolate taster... Stupid slow ass 56k modem... If I had a faster connection you'd all be listening to a shitty recording of Jellybelly right now. doesn't matter what you want, so, to make yourself feel better, you make it so you'll never, give in to your forevers, and live for always, and forever, forever, you're forever to be, forever, forever, you're forever to me

Here's what I'm trying to say: I LIKE THE SMASHING PUMPKINS

go listen to them.
seriously.

cause in your sadmachines you'll forever stay

the endless drag of another day

and you're a star

if you're giving in then you're giving up

lost inside the dreams ...of teen machines
yeah

I think I'm going to stop writing anything myself. Just fill this diary with random sentences from pumpkins songs. That's half of the diary anyway. wanna go for a ride? So that's a plan.
you're mistaken, it's you who's faking, living and dying and breathing too
you make it so real...

I want to make a Church of the Smashing Pumpkins. Then I can praise them like I should. Imagine the hymns! The hymns! We'd spread the word all over the world. I'd make my tapes of good sp songs and send them out for free (seriously, I love making tapes.. you want a tape of brilliant songs just ask, I'll hook you up...). I'd devote my life to them. Oh yes. Amen, sing it brother! Bow before the Billy. Kiss his bald head. Turn your back on all the fake religions of the world, turn to Pumpkiness! Sign my analyzer to become a member of The Church of the Smashing Pumpkins! You know we'll be blessed and gone. Could you believe in heaven if heaven was all you had? COME ON PEOPLE, EVERYBODY JOIN TOGETHER WITH THE BAND

I need to lay off the pumpkins-crack don't I?

G'night, don't get high without me

NP: Pumpkins - Porcelina of the Vast Oceans (in the slipstream of thoughtless thoughts, the light of all that's good, the light of all that's true)

...In here, We need a little hope...