Nice weekend. I have no complaints. And December is right around the corner so we are all in a christmas mood.

I just talked to my parents a little. About the situation. About Skye coming to visit me during christmas. And they'll help me talk to my brother to see if I can rent his place. So we can be nice and alone there. I also mentioned to them that I'll be stopping at the Barn at the end of the year and starting at the reva center. I hadn't told them yet. It's nice to just have a little normal talk about the future. Instead of the daily runarounds.

Ooh I have to talk to Bent the Boss about that too. I don't know if he actually knows that I'm stopping. I don't know if my social worker has told him. Jeepers, I must remember to do that. I haven't heard from the reva center yet. I don't know when I'll start there. But I assume that I'll stop at the Barn on December 31st. Who knows, maybe I'll get a little vacation after that. I should be so lucky.

Christmas will be something special. It'll be strange too, though. The first christmas eve ever without my family. My mother was all surprised that I wouldn't be having christmas dinner with them, I'm not sure she has confidence in my ability to make a christmas dinner hehe. But it's something to look forward to. And meanwhile I have been dreaming of memories of the summer trip gone by. And watching the movie clips from the vacation. (The movies are down at the moment it seems. They should work again later. You need to see the one with Sascha, you do. He's so lovely).

Good times. Now. Since it's weekend and I'm bored we're going to have a little game. I'm going to copy the billboard 100 singles chart. Well, the 50 first anyway. And you're going to try to guess which 3 songs on that list I actually like. To make it a little easier on you I have marked all the songs I haven't heard with red. So you can discount those. Doesn't that sound like fun? My bet is that no one will play the game. Prove me wrong, readers. Prove me wrong.

'ere we go

The Billboard Hot 100^TM

1 Baby Boy, Beyonce Featuring Sean Paul

2 Stand Up, Ludacris Featuring Shawnna

3 Hey Ya!, OutKast

4 Holidae In, Chingy Featuring Ludacris & Snoop Dogg

5 The Way You Move, OutKast Featuring Sleepy Brown

6 Here Without You, 3 Doors Down

7 Damn!, YoungBloodZ Featuring Lil Jon

8 Suga Suga, Baby Bash Featuring Frankie J

9 Walked Outta Heaven, Jagged Edge

10Get Low, Lil Jon & The East Side Boyz Featuring Ying Yang Twins

11 1Step In The Name Of Love, R. Kelly

12 Why Don't You & I, Santana Featuring Alex Band Or Chad Kroeger

13 Milkshake, Kelis

14 Rain On Me, Ashanti

15 Stunt 101, G-Unit

16 Headstrong, Trapt

17 Wat Da Hook Gon Be, Murphy Lee Featuring Jermaine Dupri

18 Change Clothes, Jay-Z

19 Shake Ya Tailfeather, Nelly, P. Diddy & Murphy Lee

20 You Don't Know My Name, Alicia Keys

21 Read Your Mind, Avant

22 Someday, Nickelback

23 Bright Lights, matchbox twenty

24 It's My Life, No Doubt

25 Stacy's Mom, Fountains Of Wayne

26 Runnin (Dying To Live), Tupac Featuring The Notorious B.I.G.

27 Harder To Breathe, Maroon5

28 Unwell, matchbox twenty

29 White Flag, Dido

30 I Love This Bar, Toby Keith

31 Right Thurr, Chingy

32 So Far Away, Staind

33 (There's Gotta Be) More To Life, Stacie Orrico

34 I Melt, Rascal Flatts

35 Me Against The Music, Britney Spears Featuring Madonna

36 Why Can't I, Liz Phair

37 Pass That Dutch, Missy Elliott

38 Who Wouldn't Wanna Be Me, Keith Urban

39 Wave On Wave, Pat Green

40 Into You, Fabolous Featuring Tamia Or Ashanti

41 The First Cut Is The Deepest, Sheryl Crow

42 Can't Hold Us Down, Christina Aguilera Featuring Lil' Kim

43 Calling All Angels, Train

44 Clap Back, Ja Rule

45 Where Is The Love?, Black Eyed Peas

46 Me, Myself And I, Beyonce

47 Perfect, Simple Plan

48 Clubbin, Marques Houston Featuring Joe Budden & Pied Piper

49 Cowboys Like Us, George Strait

50 There Goes My Life, Kenny Chesney

Have fun! And if you vote for any of the red ones... I killl jooo. The answer will be here tomorrow, so don't dawwdle.

And don't forget: If wishes were fishes we'd all cast nets in the sea.

np: nothing