I got the blues. I got the blues. I got the weekend is ending blooos.

And so on.

I'm tired. I'm a little sad. I don't want to go to work tomorrow. And just because I wish for cancer doesn't mean I'm a bad person. But it doesn't matter.

Let's see what's in the papers today. I want to thank people what voted for me. 7 votes. Weet. It says I'm popular. But that show got cancelled and Nada Surf never play that song anymore because they hate it. Or maybe that was some other band. I just want you to love me. Don't we all. And I always let you down.
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And I'll always let you down.

I'm puzzled that my mother seemingly hasn't noticed the painting of a pineapple that is now standing on the desk in full view of the computer. You would think she would ask if I painted it or where it came from. Maybe she's wrapped up in her own life. Selfish. Doesn't she know the world revolves around me?

Well, it should.

I dreamt my computer burned. That's the second time in a fairly short while that I've dreamt that my computer went busted. I wonder if it's a sign. My brother was home. In the dream. And there was smoke coming from his cellphone next to the computer. So I gave it to him. And then I saw smoke coming from the remote control. Which was also next to the computer. Of course. So I handed that to my brother too. But there was still smoke. Coming from the screen. So I tried to blow that out and moved the screen away. And then there was smoke coming from the computer itself. And I tried to put that out. And then we took it to the computer store place and then the dream sort of fizzed out. I bet my computer will explode soon. It's bound to happen. I left it on overnight while I was downloading from the hub. Maybe my brain tried to tell me I shouldn't do that. Maybe it's just bored and decided to play mind games with me.

Maybe the roof is on fire. Only in dreams. Goodnight beautiful angel, you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking.

np: zwan - spilled milk (020408)