Huge spider.

Huuuuuuge spider.

Not a white spyder.

But a huge spider.

I had to kill it. I can't stand spiders. Well, the small ones don't bug me too much. But this was huge. Not in a big, poison-filled killerspider way. Just in a small-spider-grows-really-big way. So I smashed it good.

I found some Simpsons porn today. Oh yeah, baby. I was going to put a link to it in this dear diary because the first couple of pictures where really funny. Just naked Marge. Funny. But then I saw the rest of the pictures... and decided not to make a link. Cause I tell ya, it's sick. I'm talking bodily fluids and simpsons-incest. It ain't pretty...

It's not like I surf the net looking for Simpsons porn. The link was posted in the Simpsons newsgroup. Perfectly innocent. Can I drain your body? Anyway... Yeah. Just thought I'd let you all know that there's Simpsons porn on the net. How many times can I use the word Simpsons? I don't know. Simpsons.

My sweet skye is going to be kicked out of her house. Her dad is ill, probably dying. She told her mother that she tried to kill herself but her mother didn't react. She asked me to go to a pumpkins concert and I refused. And my pity does her no good. Too bad she couldn't find someone worthwile to love.

The youth is wasted on the young

your strength is my weakness

and we're forever frozen forever beautiful

forever lost inside ourselves

I like Britannia more than Earth... where's my moongate? Where's an interdimensional transport device when you need it? The night has come to hold us young the night has come to hold us young the night has come to hold us young the night has come to hold us young.

I did the dishes. I'm proud.

It's beddy bed time soon. Sleep. I can't wait till it's so cold that my sodas will be better off in my room then in the fridge. I like to keep my room cold. I like cold. I like rain. I like snow. I like grey skies. They don't bring tears. haha.

15 download attempts.. only 4 songs completed. By the same guy no less. Everyone else got transfer errors, time outs etc. People on Napster must hate me. If only I had got that dsl crap. Then I'd be passing sp songs out to everyone. Now I just give them frustrations. So sorry. But I get transfer errors myself. I know what it's like. Then you might really know what it's like... I can't remember that quote. But I like the Everlast song... Then you really might know what it's like to lose.

I don't hate Limp Bizkit. I admit it. I know that I should. All Smashing Pumpkins fans are supposed to hate them. But I don't. I tried... I convinced myself I hated them. But I don't. It's not like any of their songs are as beautiful as an sp song. My baby, my sweet thing, just maybe, we could lose ourselves this time. Kind of the horseflies, dark prince of death, his tragic forces are heaven sent, my baby, my lover, just maybe... And it's too bad that it's only that kind of "rock" that can make it big in the sales dep. these days. But I don't hate them. I can bang my headful of hair to them. once in a while (for you). I don't hate them. But I love sp. Tread lightly. To ink the lavender skies.