Let me just apologize to you in advance Corrie. You're not supposed to read any of this. I might say stupid things. I most certainly will say stupid things. If you find this then I'm sorry for everything I've said and done. It's only cause it hurts that we're drifting apart. I think I'll go on writing like yoy're reading this though. That way I can pretend I'm not completely talking to myself. Not that it matters. Just my life down the drain. Maybe I'll just go back to happycouple and pretend everything's ok.

Nevermind. It's just pink ribbon scars and the tears I've cried my whole life.