The Smashing Pumpkins played in Denmark. I guess yesterday. Times like these I wish I didn't have a social phobia and an immense fear of people.... Yeah. The last chance, the last rose of summer is dead. No more pumpkins. Ever. And some dumbass journalist gave the concert 2 stars out of 6 possible. Moron. Said they wouldn't be missed anytime soon. Dickhead. Oh well. I wish I had gotten the chance to say goodbye. Or maybe even hello. But there you go. Despite all my rage I'm still just a rat in a cage

I could use a new harddisk. A nice 20gig one. I could maybe even afford it. But I'm scared of the tech stuff. I know if I buy it I'll never get it to work. I'm such a pussy. I should take some risk for once in my life... nah, let's just do nothing. But my harddisk is filling again. 500mb left of the 10gig. When I finish Ultima 9 I'll get 1,2 gigs. That'll help. But I'll fill those with pumpkin mp3's too. I need space, dammit!

Right.

Don't forget to set the clocks back. An extra hour. Kewl. It's 3 am now, but the clock says 2 am so I have plenty of time. I wish they'd scrap that daylights saving scheme. Who's afraid of the dark? Well, I am. When I lie in my bed and all the unimportant sounds outside seem to be monsters and murderers. But bleh. Stupid clocks. Time is a concept invented by humans anyway. Which makes sense when you think about it. Bananas.

Random incoherent. Words. Bzzzz

But nothing happened today of course. A letter from sChwitzerland. Nice. Seems that Allflatt is depressed again. So we can be depressed together. Much better than when she was feeling good... I'm so nice, aren't I? Yeah, well... she got to see the puh-mpkins. Lucky *********...

And an email from Holland. Seems like I'll be getting Machina 2 on cd anyway. Yay. That's quite nice. Better than the mp3's anyway. The last pumpkin album ever. Nice to have it on cd, eh? Yeah. I'm bored too. Boring and bored. who cares why

I can't stand that woman on Showbizz weekly (or whatever) on sky news... She looks like she's made of plastic. Fake plastic smile. There was some event. And she was there. And it's oh so important who's on the guest list. And we get a glimpse of each star. And we need two cameras of course. One to film her and one to film the one filming her. So we can get a lot of shots of her getting filmed. And then Richard Gere walks by. And she starts asking questions. And you can see that poor Richard just wants to get inside and watch the movie or the fashion show or the 3rd world sing-along. But no, she pins him down. For a great great interview. So meaningful. And haha, fake plastic laughs. It makes me tired. And it bores you. I feel that now this diary is actually being linked to I ought to start writing something interesting. But when you don't really have a life to write about it's difficult. Suppose I could make something up... Like poison in the water :) Nah, that did happen. and you're lying sad peter pan

Re: SV: can't submit Machina theory
Plume XX XX wrote:

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> > machina@futuresamurai.com

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> What is a future samurai anyway? Some sort of...
> samurai.... from the ....
> future?

what, haven't you read part iv - glass and the future
samurai??
it's really the key to unlocking the whole machina story!

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stevec : bleary@home.com

Yea, the fun never stops at alt.music.smash-pumpkins

I love you all - let me give the world to you, let me give the world to you my love, let me give the world to you, let me give the world to you, let me give the world to you my love

goodnight

NP: Pumpkins - Let Me Give The World To You (last chance to make believe in always and all it seems (...) and I wouldn't change a thing, no I, no I wouldn't change a thing about the way you are)

...and i'll always need her more than she could ever need me...