A pretty standard day today. I am tired. Nothing new.

Somewhat to my surprise I have found that I like sweating. Yes, I know. I am still not a fan of hot summer sun and so on. But sweating in the gym is nice. I like when tiny little beads of sweat form on my forearm. I like when I feel it running down over my face. It's such a strange feeling. I'm just not used to working up a sweat.

I'm ever increasing the intensity of the workouts. It feels good. I haven't really lost weight in a while though. Annoying. Today Gill said she would talk to the doctor at the Reva center. Maybe I'll get some tests, see if it's something hormonal or metabolistic. Is that a word? To do with metabolism. Yes. Oh goody, more tests then.

We talked a bit during my workout. About Skye and I actually. It started with talking about vacation. And I told her that I would probably be going to the Netherlands. To visit my girl. Aw. Gillian is English, she moved to Denmark to be with a Danish guy. So we could sort of relate a little there. That was kind of nice, talking about it. I still get shy with things like that. I guess I still expect people to burst out laughing if I say I have a girl. And with the whole complicated situation it's sometimes just hard to talk about. But Gill understood yeah. She's going to England next week. But by now I'm used to working out on my own anyway.

My throat still hurts sometimes when I swallow. Annoying. I would rather get all sick, instead of this little thing.

I finished my Leonard Nimoy book. I Am Spock. Hehe. It was only when I picked that book up at the English Bookstore that I realized the Simpsons joke was pretty accurate. "I am not SPOCK" by Leonard Nimoy . "I am SPOCK" by Leonard Nimoy. "I am also Scotty" by Leonard Nimoy. Hehe. I always thought that Nimoy only wrote the first one and the rest was a joke. It's pretty funny that he first wrote I Am Not Spock. And then a followup called I Am Spock. It cracks me up anyway.

No Mr Bunny today either. Bummer. I did take an alternate route home though, because I had to go shopping. So instead I watched the horses. They are lovely too.

And Charisma Carpenter's playboy spread is out. Not to be sexist or anything but she has a nice bottom. I wish TV2 would stop messing with the Angel schedule. I want to see what happens with Cordelia being the bad guy and everything.

Tomorrow I'm calling the doctor to get my results. How exciting. I hope I'm not going to die.

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