I'm still tired. I don't get it. I'm going to bed earlier. I should not be so tired. And the funny, haha, thing is that I wasn't tired when I got up this morning. It's like I'm being drained as the day goes on.

Or something. Maybe it's the lack of stuff to do at work that drains me. There is absolutely positively nothing. The best part was when Cafer brought these interesting Turkish breads to brunch. That was good stuff. So much better than any of the boring Danish stuff we usually get. Danish bread sucks.

Wow, Christina Aguilera is very dirrty. What a video hehe. Maybe there is a point to pop after all.

When I left work I took a little detour and walked around in good old Ryhaven. The old roads. The old trees. They're giving the place an overhaul these days. Cutting down bushes and trees and moving tiles and whatever else they can get their destructive hands on. I don't like that. But even though the place changes it's still the same. I can feel it when I walk around. I've lived here as long as I can remember. And then some.

It's not really my place anymore though. New generations have taken over. There are new cool teens hanging out with nothing to do. There are new kids running around, playing in the same places I used to. It's a nice thought. All the things I used to do, all the lost days. They're being relived. And when I'm long dead and gone there will be another kid who moves in and walks out the door for the first time to shyly talk to the neighbour kids. The circle of life ever turning.

Yes. I'm way too young to be so melancholic.

Skye is at a Saybia concert right now. If I was Alanis Morissette I would say that it's ironic that my Dutch girl is at a concert with a Danish band in the Netherlands. But I'm not. So I won't. I hope one day I will be able to go to concerts. It must be a nice thing to do. When you love music so much then you really should experience it live some time. Am I right or am I right?

Turns out she doesn't have Thursday off so we've pushed the meeting a day. She'll come here on Friday and leave on Saturday. She's bringing videos and she's going to cook me dinner. We agreed I didn't have to fall asleep in front of the TV. I'm comfortable with my masculinity.

Actually I have a TV right next to my bed so I'm going to go fall asleep in front of the TV right now. Nite all.

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