It was a pretty nice day today. Apart from the tiredness and the heat. But there were solutions for that.

First it started raining. Ah there's nothing like summer rain. And I don't care if it's summer or not. The temperature says summer and I'm not going to argue with it.

But the rain came down. Just for 10-15 minutes. And I had to go out and sit in it of course. I grabbed one of those white plastic chairs and sat down and closed my eyes and felt the wind and the rain. Very nice. Cooling down. Relaxing. Thinking about things. But not too hard. And the sound. I love the sound of rain.

A little piece of heaven in the heat.

And then I went and took a nap and I slept like a baby and I had an amazing dream that I can't remember. And I woke up and stretched and it was still cloudy outside and I felt like I was a piece of toast that had been buttered just right. Crispy.
baby, let's snore
Yup. It wasn't half bad.

Sometimes life is so boring. But then when it gets exciting I get nervous and I want to get back to the good old safe boring routines. And most of the time I feel like I have no say in it anyway. I mean in theory I could make it not boring, right? Do something. But then it doesn't feel like I really can. It's like a sci-fi story where they implant the memories of a person into a robot. I'm a robot walking around with Plume's memories. I'm one of those machines in one of those factories that do one of those repetitititive jobs and while I stand there and pack needles in boxes I dream about the past. And at night the factory closes down and I stand there in the dark and don't know what to do because no one is telling me to do anything. And it goes on and on, they hire new people around me but I'm still standing.

Paranoid android's self-pity.
paranoid plumedroid
Dreaming of sheep.

I don't know what I'm talking about. Obviously. These flashbacks are confusing my circuitry.

Beep.

np: air - all i need