It's okay, it's okay. The sun shines on another day. I've cried for less. I'll cry more.

Just one more song to slay this earth.


With Every Light

Taking over, we're taking over
throw the weight up off your shoulders
now
that we can show our love
it's almost over, it's almost over
no more war and no more soldiers
to stand against his love

Away with all the troubles that you've made
away with waiting for another day
look ma, the sun is shining on me
impatient, in love, in aching to be
could you believe in heaven, if heaven was all you had?
we're taking over, we're taking over
throw away your four leafed clovers
and stand beside this love

away with everything you've grown to hate
away with anything that holds you safe
away
and every light I've found
is every light that's shining down on me
I'm never alone

look ma the sun is shining on me
taking my time to do as I please
could you believe in heaven, if heaven was all you had?
the sun is beaming, radiating
all the love we are creating
we are creating
and every light I've found
is every light that's shining down on me
I'm never alone

I'm feeling a bit corny right now. I'm never alone as long as I have diaryland. Thanks for shining on me, my diaryland dearies.

All right, all right. Enough of this lurvely-cuddly stuff. Let's get back to some random mumbling.

So what have the ghetto superstar gangsta rappin' Lasse been up to? I've been reminiscing about MST3K again. I miss it so much. Really, those damn robots were my friends and I miss them every time a crap movie comes on the telly and I try desperately to be as funny as they are. I always fail. I need more robots in my life. I downloaded some clips from the show, ah it was like going back in time to when the scifi channel was available here. hihi, I love them. in the not too distant future...

Another funny little thing I found: Am I hot or not Hehehehe, beauty rules, do you have what it takes? ...that's the kind of thing that would make me sick to my stomach if I had to participate but since I can just stare at nice females I think I like it. I'm just disappointed there aren't any nudes... damn..

Okay... I found that site yesterday but I went back to it today. I'm addicted. I need to rate girls, damn. I'm actually wasting valuable (in theory...) online time on that. I gotta be the easiest sucker on the face of the planet. Throw in some chicks and I'm hooked. Oh well. Any girls want me to rate them? Send me your pics, preferably nude, bikini shots also appreciated. Thanks. plume@diaryland.com. I'll be waiting.

Speaking of me being a sucker, take Tomb Raider. Now guess why I'd be interested in that game? Mmmmmm. I probably wouldn't give it the time of day if there'd been a male hero... and I bet the movie will be brilliant. Angelina Jolie... mmmmm. Here have a couple:

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Oh yeah.

Hmmm... I'm having problems getting into diaryland now. Well, since I'm writing this in notepad I'll just post it tomorrow if I can't tonight. I just know that will hurt all my faithful readers. But stay strong, we will survive. If you crave your dosis of Plume then why not download the song Plume? By the smashing pumpkins. It's plumetastic. Now we return you to the regular scheduled programming...

For the first time in centuries I needed to send an email from hotmail. And I see in my hotmail account that someone wants to talk to me on messenger or add me to a list or something. So I download messenger. So you'd think now it would tell me who it was. But no. I don't even know if it was my boypumpkin or my other more sinister hotmail account. It's like someone knocking on the door and you find out about it sometime later that day and you open the door and there's no one there. So why did you bother opening the door, dumbass? You should've known there'd be no one there by now! And it was probably someone really important too. Like a swedish masseuse or Anna Kournikova wanting to spar. Yes... So now I've downloaded that messenger thing for nothing probably. I actually had it on my machine a long time ago but I deleted it. Since I'm using yahoo as my primary email I didn't really need both the MSN and the yahoo messenger. All I get in my hotmail box is spam anyway. But now I can be notified everytime someone spams me. Yay! And speaking of spam: erect5998@yahoo.com - Take Horny Goat Weed ... And Succeed ! Cooooool. Horny Goat... that sounds like a cartoon character. Disgruntled goat?

This is a Morissey story: Once upon a time I went from Amiga to PC. And I needed to start buying a PC magazine. But they were all so boring. The Amiga (and C64 too (Zapp!!64)) magazines were colourful and fun. The PC mags were grey and dull, full of tech stuff. Yawn. Eventually I settled for PC Format. Mainly because of one writer. I think his name was Ed Something. He was so cool and funny, he livened up the mag. Ed had a fondness for Morissey. In fact he droned on and on about him. So much that I became a fan of Morissey without ever having heard a single song. Funny, no? But just reading Ed's descriptions of Morissey was enough. Anyway, this all leads up to the fact that I've downloaded a couple of smiths/morissey songs. And I like them. Now wasn't that a fascinating story boys and girls? Heaven knows I'm miserable now. Yes, I've been skipping my pumpkin-downloads and getting MST3K, Morissey, South Park, Monty Python etc. Just for a bit of variety. And also a lot of songs by The Frogs, one of Billy's favourite bands. They're... colourful... I wouldn't recommend them to people who can't take a joke. You think Eminem is bad? Ha, amateur. Nah, the frogs are far out, man. yada yada yada.
It's late

baby I need you around
baby I need you around
I had no voice, I had no drive
I had no choice, I had no cry
I had myself, I had my band
I had my love, I had no hand in watching it all fall apart
baby I need you around
baby I need you around
maybe I need you
maybe I need you all right now
baby I need you around

Tomorrow's another day.
It's okay. I couldn't stop it if I would.

g'night, I need you all around, I love you too :-)

NP: pumpkins - Blissed and Gone (demo)

...and I can't escape the fact that I still bleed...