Ouw. I dropped a huge table on my foot. More precisely: I dropped a huge table straight on my right big toe. I'm lucky it didn't get cut off. Who knows, it might still fall off. It gives me bad memories of a childhood trip to Sweden that was ruined when I got my toe stuck in the door. The nail eventually died and fell off and much pain was had. By me. I hope my nail survives this. Otherwise Buddha will not be pleased.

It's still hurting now 10 hours later. Stupid toe. Toes are creepy. Look at them. They're like tiny little deformed fingers. When I look at my toes I can't help but think "if it wasn't for evolution I'd have a big monkey butt and my fingers would look like that". I never said I was smart.

But really. Try and grab something with your toes. Like monkeys can. Use your foot as a hand. Isn't that creepy?

It hasn't stopped me from waking a walk though. My newfound plan is this it is: instead of taking a nap after dinner I will go on a walk and get fresh air and such. Then hopefully I will be more tired when I go to bed and I'll sleep better and it won't be so horribly difficult to get up in the morning.

We'll see how it goes. I was lying in my bed watching some tv after dinner and all I wanted was to curl up under the blanket and sleep sweet dreams. But I got up and walked around on my hurting toe. Ain't I brave?

I like naps. They're good for dreams, because I usually wake up in the middle of them. Then you can really feel and remember them. Oh well. It's silly to cut your sleep into two parts like that. An hour or so in the middle of the day. Better to sleep more at night. Yes. I can do it. Man, I feel like taking a nap now.

It's nice to get outside too though. Nightswimming, Deserves a quiet night. I used to do that a lot. Taking walks at night. In the dark. Feeling the world alive, but still being able to hide. In the shadows we walk. Until we are ready to step into the light.

Oh and guess who also walked in the night? A visitor indeed. Sonic dropped by. Amazing. Hedgehogs are summer visitors usually. Every summer they come and walk through our back yard at night. They wake me up. Surprisingly noisy little things. I can't remember ever hearing one when it's this cold. But tonight he came walking by and I grabbed my cam and took pictures out of my window and into the dark.

I met one of the jedi kitties on my way to work today too. Look. How adorable, that he picked that spot. It was a pretty cold morning, maybe the engine had been running and it was warm or something. Hehe. They're getting bigger I think, the jedi kitties.

Happy days are here again.

Incidentally, the banner voting is open till December 3rd. And.. you're allowed to vote every day. Just thought I would casually mention that. Since this is cyberspace I can't casually slip you a fiver, but trust me the intentions are there. While my banner may be technically the worst I think emotionally it's not worthless. So there.

Must.. go.. to.. bed.. now.

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