Why don't I quite trust an email with the subject: "Your A Winner"? Hmmm... and I wonder why I get spam in my boypumpkin hotmail address and not in any other email address I have, not even the other hotmail one. And I hate it when spammails have subjects like "hi" and "reply" and "your request for info"... I know they're just spam in disguise but I still feel the need to check them out. In the unlikely event that any real persons would actually email me. Fat chance, loser! Well, at least they all wanna spam my ass. Spam spam spam spam spam spam. I love that sketch. With the vikings. It's grand. Spam the mothafuckas! let me show you what I'm thinking of

Doll-hair's a real dolly, and she links like heaven. D00d.

Don't get me wrong, I still love porn.

"we were gonna have dance moves..." - Billy at storytellers... hehehehehehehe, I love that. I hate dance moves. It's half a song nowadays, on mtv. If they have nice dancemoves they'll be a hit. Melissa and James should do some ballroom dancing, that would make the puh-mpkins big again.

My brother is home for the weekend. Peter is his name. He's 20, two years younger than me. I've been a pest in his life I'm sure, we've never been close. The whole spaceboy thing. Whatever. I'm not even going to go there... anyways... when he's home we need to make all kinds of plans for who gets the computer when. We're both addicted. He sits in chatrooms all night long. Always asking "Any girls wanna chat" :-) ... how cute, my little brother.... Yeah, I'd of course never chat with girls. My mommy taught me that was wrong... eh whatever. But tonight I had to be the big brother and demand the computer. Cause skye was on. We haven't talked in almost a week, and I've missed her. She doesn't have a computer anymore, her parents took it. But she got to use a friend's computer tonight so we could talk. It was nice. I do like her a lot. But without a computer we won't be able to talk much... I don't know where it'll go. Maybe she'll forget me, get over me. That would probably be better for her, I can't give what a guy should give in a relationship... I don't know whatever blablabla I suck at keeping diary. Even when I did it on paper there would always be these huge 3-4 month gaps. But if you don't like it you can mail it to Colombia and call it dog-breath.

I'd rather talk about the smashing pumpkins, the love of my life. Finally got all of the complete storytellers recording, and it's awesome. I don't like all of the stories though. Or how Machina is a concept album. blabla, some songs are better the way I see them in my mind. Billy should stay out of it :-) ...ah, okay maybe not. But it's just cool to her him talk about them. Just to hear him. There's like a week left. The world didn't end at the millennium but it will on December 2nd. Fuck.

blablabla

the sky is gray and everything's okay and your dad is gay

I have nothing to write but my computer's too slow to do anything else cause I can't bear to cut off people on napster. I'm too good. Only the guy who wanted a 15 mb song. That ain't gonna happen in 2 hours when there are 4 others downloading. What am I an ATM machine=? Huh? Huh`? Does that even make sense? SEnsible soccer was good. Not as good as goal but neato nonetheless.

I considered making another older page in my archive section. So I could split up the diary between the time when I wasn't taking it serious (before coming to term with a fatal disease or whatever) and now when I'm supposedly treating it like a proper diary. But then I remembered that it's all just crap so what would be the point? And besides I like having a giant list of old entries, I like my titles. They're dumb. I aim to never describe an entry in the title. Sometimes I fail, but I think I've succeeded spectacularly sometimes too. It's great. I love it. I wanna kiss it on the bottom and mail it to peru so all the colombians will be confused.

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It's friday night and this is the best I have to do.

I'll just post this and go to bed and try to get up early but sleep late cause it doesn't really matter anyway. Just like today.

g'night, don't wait up

Pumpkins - Storytellers story about stand inside your love (sort of new wave...)

...I need to find more pumpkins quotes containing the word need...