Very grey and rainy sunday. If it wasn't so cold and I wasn't so tired then I would go outside and take a walk in the rain. I feel like slowmo walking in the rain and pondering my existance. But instead I'll sit in front of the computer some more.

Didn't really do anything today. I watched some, though. Let me tell you. First I watched American History X. You know me, always latest with the latest. It sure was the feel-good movie of the year. Well, in a gritty and evil sense. But a good movie. You really only need two words to describe it. Edward. Norton. Talk about intense. I remember the first times I saw that guy and I thought something like "what a geek, he can't be a movie star". But in my attempts to become the perfect mainstream holder of safe opinions I must declare him to be one of my favourite actors. He's brilliant.

Then I watched Buffy. The all singing all dancing episode. Once more with feeeling. That surprised me. I thought it all sounded a bit fishy beforehand but it worked pretty well. Very funny moments. And some beautiful ones too. My favourite was the evil bunny song though. Classic. And it was cool that the actors were singing themselves. Imperfection is always much more interesting than perfection.

And I like the whole Spike-Buffy thing. However it goes. I can identify with Spike. What with me being cool and.. oh no, more like with me feeling like an undead and having no chance to get the girl. Lucky how those guys still get the girls sometimes. Hehe. Well, I'm not complaining.

But another wasted Sunday is almost over. I'm going to leave with a smile on my face.

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