All alone in a box. In a text box. In a text book case. In a nut case. Life in a nut shell.

I keep playing Comforting Sounds. There is something comforting about it. Haha, everybody's a comedian. Attack of the zombie chicken.

I guess it's the soundtrack of my vacation. It has hit right into my head, fit the mood of things that have been going on. And I love the halfway point when it brightens and just leaves layers of music. Too bad they edit the song for the single/video. I want to live in a world where bands can release 9 minute long singles. Jesus, I / Mary Star of the Sea. That has the same kind of change halfway through.

Mew the band. Mew mew mew. I like the word. It's almost Meow.

Vacation is good. I'm enjoying the fact that I don't have to leave the house. Sometimes leaving the house is very hard still. Sometimes I want to bury my head in the sand and make the world stop turning for a little while. Catch my breath and get back on. There is no reason to be in a hurry if you have nowhere to go. If you go too fast you might miss the things you were supposed to catch. Stop and smell the flowers. Stop and watch the bunnies. Stop and listen to 9 minute long songs.

It's still hot. I took a nap with my thin blanket. For the first time this year. Well, it wasn't a proper nap. I just wanted to lie down and rest for a while. Waiting for the brother to get off the computer. And then I sort of drifted off into sleep. In the heat. Woke up 5 minutes before it was my turn to take the computer. I forgot to set the alarm but my internal clock must have been functioning. Good timing.

Then I took a frozen mars bar and cut it up in a glass of milk. My favourite thing about summer and sun and heat is drinking cold drinks. Iced. It makes me feel good. It makes it hard to cut down on the sodas too. Maybe I'll cut down on the rain forest instead. Cuttingcuttingcutting. I always wanted to be a lumberjack.

Not really, no.

I'm feeling better. Fitter, positiver, happier. Things will be okay. Mew mew mew. I promise, said the cat. Purrr.

np: mew - comforting sounds