God dammit! I just read my email and there was a newsletter from Tina Dickow. She played a free concert in my town on Friday. Argh. She only sent the newsletter out on Friday. That's a bit of a short notice. And of course I didn't check my hotmail over the weekend. Bugger. Missed it. That could have been my first concert ever. Sniffle. And for free too. Dagnabbit.

I can't watch the news on TV. It makes me sick. It makes me want to die. I can't stand it. So I flip the channel to Nature World and there's that program about the vets. But the little dog is going to die. Aaargh. But Nature World is not the news and the doggy lives and is awfully cute so we live to fight another day.

Must not think of the bad things. Must think of the good things. Like the fact that a couple of weeks ago it was the 4 year anniversary of the night when Skye told me she loved me. It's strange to think of now. My life was so different. The thought of anyone loving me was very far away. I was in a bad place back then. Everything isn't sunshine and lollipops these days but at least things are a lot better. And I have had some good times with Skye. Like this. Aw. I miss that. That feeling. I never held hands with a girl before Skye. It seems like something very trivial doesn't it? So does sunshine and lollipops and doggies. I wouldn't mind filling my life with trivial things.

I love that picture. It must be the sweetest I have taken. Maybe in competition with this. That's the only picture of myself that I don't hate. Although I should have worn a shirt without a monster. I'm still kicking myself about that. Hah.

And we have to be careful about those green outfits, eh Skye? :-P

(sorry, injoke)

(actually I'm not sorry)

That's all I want, a trivial life with Skye. Playing with a puppy instead of watching the news. If you ignore the world then it can't hurt you.

Most of the time.

And some day Paris.

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