It's already the 19th of September... wow. I guess my caseworker forgot about me. Which is great. I guess. Postpone the badness. I'm in love with my sadness bullshitfakers

It's cold. It's cool. I love it. I love needing my thick blanket. I love freezing but then slowly letting my body warmth warm me under it. Ya.

Ultima 9 is running! I've had that game ever since I got internet which must be 5 months now or smeting. I made the mistake of downloading the latest patch and using it. Stooopid. The graphics were screwed up and I had no clue how to fix it. But then today I downloaded one of the earlier patches. Just as a desperate try to get the game to work properly. The graphs were so bad that I'd given up on playing it. But lo and behold. Installing the earlier patch did the trick. I should've tried it long ago. The graphics are smoooooth now. It's the most beautiful computer game I've ever seen. But then I've had a 5 year break from pc's. Anyway, now I have the option to spend hour after hour after hour in Britannia. A perfect escape. Back to the world I was so involved with back in the good old days of Ultima 6, Ultima 7, Ultima 8, Ultima Underworld 2 and so on. But I don't know if I want to. It will take so much time and energy. I'd have to cut down on my online time (gasp!). I haven't played rpg or any other computer games (apart from good old Goal... 8 years and running) for so long. I'll surely suck. So the question is... should I waste my time online or in the wonderful world of Britannia?

or maybe my caseworker will just magically appear and screw it all up. Destroy my carreer as lazy, loser, bum, etc.

Nevermoind.