Still not in much of a writing mood. More of a depressed mood. A slight sadness. Maybe it's just because the weekend is over. I need some vacation.

Conflicting feelings about the situation. Work hard to get a better life? Or succumb to vices and enjoy immediate pleasure with no future. It really is like Star Wars. No, I mean it. The dark side of the force. Easy power. So seductive. I can just stay home tomorrow. I can just sleep late. I can just drink a lot of cola. I will feel good. It's no big deal. It's just one day.

But then of course the dark side will take over and it will be another day and another cola. And it will feel good. But I will rot inside. And throw it all away. And in the end I will become a dark ruler of the universe and die by the hand of my rebelious son. So, I just don't want to go down that way. I have learnt my lesson from Darth.

Hmm, I need to watch my Star Wars DVDs soon, brush up on my Star Wars knowledge.

At least I have a sense of humour about my corruption.

Something not so nice happened today. A Spectator at a Danish soccer match was in an accident. He's still in critical condition. I was watching the game on the telly when it happened. Luckily they didn't show the accident though. It seems he was doing a handstand on one of the upper levels of the stadium. And he fell over the edge and down on the lower level. Cracked his skull I think. They still don't know if he's going to survive. It's kind of like getting a bucket of ice cold water thrown in your face. When you're sitting there watching a perfectly peaceful game and the something like that happens.

It really makes you want to not think.

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