do you realize the torture guys go through? I remember going through school with a neverending boner. It's hell I tells ya. Can you imagine the embarrassment?

gah.

I broke a glass yesterday. I was putting a SodaStream bottle down and I guess I swinged it into the glass. It broke. I didn't hit it very hard, it must've been fragile. Or I have superpowers. My right hand is very strong. Torture, I tells ya.

hmmm (again). Watched Kurt & Courtney today. It struck me as boring at first but you can't deny it's kinda fascinating. And spooky hearing a two year old Kurt rocking out. All in all it was interesting. I like the way they started by saying that "some people" didn't want the story told... yeah, I bet they hate the controversy, it's soo bad for marketing. Well, at least they didn't introduce the movie as "The movie Courtney didn't want you to see!". Of course we all know that Courtney is eeevil. Nah. I don't mind her. I love Nirvana a lot but Kurt isn't a big personal hero of mine so I don't have a great need to find someone to blame for his death. Wether it was suicide or murder. But I can't deny that seeing a glimpse of the dead body of a legend was fascinating. I won't pretend it wasn't. Suicide has fascinated me for the past two years. In my old (abandoned) paper journal thing I had a list of suicides. Famous ones. Not something I used a lot of time on. Just when I read something about someone famous who'd killed him/herself I'd add the name to the list. It wasn't long. Kurt was on it obviously. I remember Freddie Prinze Jnr's dad was on it. I could dig it out and list all the names, wouldn't you all just love that? I wanted to add my own name to the list. I'm so fucking cheerful. Merry christmas, by the way. Have you seen the card yet?

And I wanna have El Duce's baby. Please.

I hate those banner ads that try to look like they're not ads. They have a list of "choices" but they all just lead you to the same site, the same place. Like "Do you want to see naked pictures of... Shiri Appleby, Majandra Delfino or Katherine Heigl". Then you have to click on a name, but all names just take you to PornPayCity.com. I'm using nude females and porn as an example because that's the only thing I ever do on the internet, but it's not just porn that does it. "Get a quicker internet connection. Do you have ...56k, dsl, cable?" and whatever you click it just takes you to GetFasterINternet.com whatever you pick. Damn the internet and all the evils it bring. It's torture I tells ya.

No one's said anything about the new layout/colours being annoying so I'm assuming you all love it. That's better than assuming that no one reads it...

Ravenglitter mentioned Bill Murray and Scrooge. That reminds me, I wanted to make a christmas tradition out of watching it. I wanted to watch Scrooge every year on the same date. I screwed the tradition up of course and forgot but... yeah... well, I love Bill Murray. Ever since Ghostbusters, now there's a classic! Oh yeah. He slimed me...

I watched "Last Christmas" by Wham today. As soon as it came on I instinctly went for the remote because it's a big pile of dog manure. But agh, I can't deny. Part of me likes it. Some sick twisted part. I can't deny it holds memories. Not specific memories, more like a collective species memories, a general woosh of a thousand christmases gone by. I'm sure there hasn't been a single christmas where it hasn't been played since the dawn of man. Or maybe I just like to laugh at George Michael's hair.

It better snow tonight. Tomorrow is christmas. In Denmark anyway. But I'll get back to that...

It better snow.

g'night, where were you last christmas? (I can't deny I used the sentence "I can't deny a lot in this entry)

np: Sarra - songforlasse

...killing me softly with his song...