Fuckity fuck. No dsl. I saw it coming. Too good to be true. Visions of 5 minute downloads from Napster. Of quicky quickness. Yeah, it was bound to go wrong. And I hate it and I hate it and I hate it. No almost free dsl for me. I guess I'll try and see if I can get it from the big brother and pay pay pay for it. Dammit. And who knows how long that'll take and in what ways that can go wrong?

On the bright side I just (5 minutes ago) found the rest of the Machina Acoustic Demos. Herewego billybillybilly. Yes, that's good. Imagine how quickly I could get them with dsl! Now it'll take days. But then I love downloading so I'll get by. you and i high in the skynomorewords. blabla.

Celestial you suck. What I'm not good enough? Huh? Well, I don't want your stupid diary... hehe, but I found it so you can't lock me out.

Shaaaaaaa-aaaaaaaaaaa-aaaaaaa-aaaaaame

starseed rocks da house

ftp my ass

5 dollars?get outta here!

Love is good and love is mine

love is good and love is kind

love is good all the time

hello goodbye you know you made us cry

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Ooooh, yes. We gots a new cd player again. With a cassette deck. And a built in microphone. This means I can tape my mp3's (in shitty quality of course) and send them to allflatt. That would be cool. Wish it'd happened to months ago not now when she says she's disappointed etc. Well, maybe she won't want them when the qual's not too good. Or maybe she will. I'd love to share. I got a crappy connection and still I go to Napster just to let people pick from my fucking brilliant pumpkins collection. I'm too damn good for you people. You should raise a statue for me.

my life has been extraordinary blessed and cursed and won

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I'll go watch some stupid video while the machine of my dreams downloads acoustic demodreams blabla

and great loves will one day have to part i know that im meant for this world

and in my mind as i was floating high above the clouds

some children laughed

i'd fall for certain for thinking that id last forever

i know the meaning of it all

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