I need some oxygen. My heart is beating a million miles per hour. I can't even properly do metaphors anymore.

I'm scared. Of tomorrow. But I can handle it. It's always the anticipation that's worst.

If you hadn't picked up on it, tomorrow I'm going off to the Netherlands to see Skye. For the fourth chapter or our story. I hope it will be a nice one. I'll be there till Friday, so no updates for a while now. You will have to do without me. Oh the horror!

No, getting up at 4 am is the horror. I'm not sure I have ever done that before. But I can always sleep in the next life.

And wouldn't you know it, just as I'm heading off to see my girlfriend I get a zit on my chin. Thank you, thank you bloody much.

I think I'm all packed and ready to go. Fingers crossed that nothing will go wrong. I hope I can get a window seat in the plane. I want to take pictures out of the window, but who knows if I'll dare to. Maybe I'll just enjoy my tea and breakfast roll.

Time to get going. I'll miss you all. Well, to be honest I'll probably have other things on my mind haha. But still, wish me luck. See you on the other side.(I'm counting on that there will be panty pictures for me when I get back...)

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