2001-12-14 - 11:59 p.m. - +

Once again there's not much to say. Not even any interesting dreams. Not even any uninteresting ones.
nada surf
I did get quoted. Again. Weet. Thank you solntsi. You're my second most favourite surrealist painter now. Right after Steven Spielberg and Mozart.
they should pay me royalties
Our fridge broke down. It's now colder outside than in our fridge. So all our food and beverages are on a table in our back yard. It's like right out of a prehistoric situation, man. I bet the cats will have a feast tonight.
or the hedgehogs
And apart from that nothing much has happened. I watched Boys Don't Cry. Bit of a departure from Shrek and the grinchmeister. But a good movie. Inspired me to go look it up on the net. I'm glad I did that. They changed some pretty important things for the movie. I was looking at some newsgroups and there were people who weren't too happy about that. Artistic license. It was a hollywood movie.. What do you expect... And the sad thing is that if it wasn't for that movie then I would have never known or cared about Brandon Teena. And if they'd hadn't used their artistic hollywood license it probably wouldn't have been such a success and fewer would have gotten to know it. So I don't know. I really wish I could get to see the documentary that was made about the case. That would be interesting. People are evil..
boys cry
I looked at earlier newsgroup postings too. There was one from January 9th 1994. That's little over a week after it happened. Spooky. And there were a couple of sites with pictures of the real Brandon. That always gives me the chills. Seeing pictures of people that are dead. Especially if they didn't die of natural causes. And especially if the pictures were taken shortly before it happened. It freaks me out. You try to read their whole story just from their face.. wonder what they were thinking. If they knew what was coming. Spooks me.
and the oscar goes to..
But that was interesting. A good movie. And a tragic story. And hard not to get sad when you read some messages in a transgendered newsgroup and realize that being treated like that isn't too uncommon. It's a good thing I lost faith in humanity long ago.
you bastards!
And then there were some other things but who cares. G'night.
tired sick sexed
np: pumpkins - rock on (000428)

...it's no use.. dreaming...
I miss staying up till 4. So much.

back and forth

clix




try to understand
the ones I love and their demands
so unfair when they can't see
that I'm the boy who really needs

your love i suppose

I just want peace
diaryland
to be free at last