Now watching: Live broadcast from Zwan's concert at Rock am Ring! Bless the internet. It's almost like being there myself. Only not at all.

Still, great quality. Check it out. Although by the time I will be posting this the Zwan concert will most likely be over. Maybe there will be another band on though. Try it, try it.

What a nice suprise. Some live Zwan. Brightens up my day. I got another surprise that brightened up my day too. A nice package from Skye. Completely awesome Star Wars socks. 2 Smashing Pumpkins bootlegs. A sweet card and note. And some Spice Girls stamps for my father, hehe. A brilliant package. She is such a sweetheart.
fuck meX
Wouldn't it be great if I could listen to the "oh skye is the love of my life so I'll just ignore these feelings" voice instead of the "dying alone is much easier than this" voice? Wouldn't it be great if they all shut the fuck up and let me hear my own thoughts?

I had a weird dream. I remember waking up and then "reconstructing" the dream scene by scene in my head. But backwards. Thinking of a part of the dream. And then rewinding and thinking of what came before. It was an interesting study in how weird and random the structure of dreams can be. Amongst other things I met the actors from the X-Files spinoff Lone Gunmen. And I told them that the first episode of their show was on Danish tv the day before and that I had taped it and was going to watch it soon. Which was all true, I have taped it and I will watch it soon. Another part of the dream was in a bus. With something evil outside. Almost like that dream I had with the evil alien. There was a bus too. Funny how bad things happen in busses in my dreams. I'll be going to the Netherlands in a bus soon. Probably.

I just want a little silence.

bang bang

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