Oh dear. Today hasn't been the best of days. For example I just typed "oh dead" by mistake. Now there's a freudian penis. I mean slip.

Very tired today. Tired like a hung over ant coming down from a sugarcube high.

And not feeling particularly happy or confident in myself. Like an ant.. eh no I'm going to abandon that imagery. Yes. Just not feeling wonderful tonight.

Also I found out that Gitte, my job consultant, is getting fired. We had a little meeting today. And she told me. They're cutting down. No money. And since they have two job consultant people connected to the youth project that I am in, well they're letting one go. And I guess they would rather keep the other, Knud-Erik. So that's too bad for Gitte. She's stopping in a couple of months. I'm not heartbroken though. She's nice and all but she's still the person at the Reva center that I feel less comfortable with. I guess when she's gone Ester and Knud-Erik will take over my case. They'll be busy though, they'll take over all of Gitte's work I guess.

We also talked about that "ventilen" thing. The meeting place for young lonely people. She's going to call and try to set up a meeting.

She's also going to try to use her contacts to get me a sort of internship/job in an organization for handicapped/retarded people. My brother is actually a member there. Or my parents I guess, because of my brother. But Gitte knows them I think, and she's going to see if I can work there. Doing computer stuff, maybe writing some things. I don't know if it's exactly a real job prospect for the future, but if it works out then it would at least be a chance to try some "real" work and see if I can handle that.

Tomorrow I'm calling the doctor to get the results from my samples. Hopefully something will come from that too.

That's about it for today. I updated my movie page. Several new movies. Not too interesting. In one of them you can see me though. In the mirror in the gym. I'm all posing and stuff. Eurgh. But yes, two videos from the reva center. One from downstairs in the locker room and gym. And one from upstairs in the computer room.

And then there's a video from my back yard. Having fun in the sun. And grass. And finally a video of a new jedi kitty I saw today. I don't think I've seen him before. He kind of spooked me this morning. He was sitting at the side of the path looking at me. What a spooky one! Saw one of the twins too. Although he was doing his best to hide.

Cats make me feel better.

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