Ooh late, late. So late. Stupid survey. evil boy
First of all thank you each and everyone one who's ever signed my guestbook. Two bloody thousand entries. Yeehaw. It may mean nothing but it means everything to me.
And then today. It was hot. It was hard. I'm talking about work. I'm talking about the relentless summer sun. Moving chairs and tables and more chairs and - yes you guessed it - more tables. And sweeping and washing. And sweating. I don't like it one bit.
The worst part was when we refilled the cooler. Where the soda and beer is stored. Imagine handling ice cold bottles of sweet refreshing soda. And not being able to drink it. Such a waste. All those bottles. All those bottles not to be drunk by me.
I did buy myself one though. Sweet. I think I should be allowed to drink a soda for free. They get their tea and coffe for free. I don't drink that. The money they save on that should go to me drinking cold sodas. Mhm.
And what did Peter ComputerGuy and Bent the Boss do while Anker and I worked our asses off? They watched Brazil-Turkey. Yeah. Oh and Cafer wasn't there today. He's turkish. And a huge soccer fan. You do the math. But I'm not one to talk. I'm looking forward to Thursday. Denmark-Senegal and cold drinks in my room. You're all invited.
And that brings me to the survey thing. Stolen from Skye. I liked the idea. And then I went overboard and ruined it and probably left out the best quotes anyway but what can you do I nearly had a stroke in the heat so don't complain.
Answer this using only lyrics from one band
Chosen Band: The Smashing Pumpkins (+The Marked & James Iha)
1. Are you male or female?
So unfair when they can't see that I'm the boy who really needs their love, I suppose
[Frail & Bedazzled]
Pretend you understand that i'm just one man, still a boy perhaps. Simple silent humble human being
[Sparrow]
2. Describe Yourself.
for everything i ever said and everything i've ever done is gone and dead
[Muzzle]
hiding behind my hair today
Wishing I was far away
Walking in this slow-motion town, I seem to think so fast
[Nothing & Everything]
Pink ribbon scars that never forget
I tried so hard to cleanse these regrets
My angel wings were bruised and restrained
My belly stings
[Today]
And leave you like they left me here to wither in denial
The bitterness of one who's left alone
[Disarm]
When you wake up you're all weak
throwing your life away
[Snail - interpreted lyrics]
I am what i am
i am my end
Yeah
[I Am My End]
3. How do others feel about you?
always knew i couldn't save
always knew i couldn't save you
[The Aeroplane Flies High]
Be ashamed
Of the mess you've made
[Quiet]
and nobody knows you
even if they pretend to
[Towers of Rabble]
And I rot in my skin
As a piece of me dies everyday
I know I'm nothing
I know there's nothing I can say
To change
The judgement in their ways
I'll never be what you need
I can't help it at all
My love was so beautiful
But now I'm ugly
[Ugly]
4. Describe your current/ideal boyfriend/ girlfriend/ spouse:
waiting for you now
waiting for you now, you now, you now
[Waiting For You Now]
and i can't help but feel attached
to the feelings i can't even match
with my face pressed up to the glass, wanting you
beautiful, you're beautiful, as beautiful as the sky
wonderful, it's wonderful, to know that you're just like I
and i'm sure you know me well, as i'm sure you don't
but you just can't tell
who you love and who you won't
and i love you, as you love me
[Beautiful]
In a dream we are connected
Siamese twins
At the wrist
[Geek USA]
You're the silly reasons
In a goldfish laugh
[Medellia of the Grey Skies]
a pure soul
and beautiful
you
[Stand Inside Your Love]
5. What would you rather be doing?
Rollin' with the breeze
Do what you please
I guess you'd say
We'll take the whole day
Skip out of school
Run around and act like
The fools that we are
[Autumn Nocturne]
take, take me somewhere
wake me, dream somewhere
[With You]
6. Describe where you live:
when i want to stand
i stand alone inside
when i need to be
to be alone inside
alone inside
[Alone Inside]
and i am a master of a nothing place
of recoil and grace
[The Beginning Is the End Is the Beginning]
7. Describe how you love:
you've got to be strong now
and if I come and hold you now
you'll be safe and sound
[Be Strong]
And if I hurt, then you will, too
[...Said Sadly]
if you wait, i will wait
taste, i will taste
if you love, i will love
run, i will run
to my last breath
[Wound]
by starlight i'll kiss you
and promise to be your one and only
[By Starlight]
8. Share a few words of wisdom:
it's not easy
when you're scared
[Whir]
Let's see you smile, cause I'm not impressed with your loneliness. Oh damn, that's Zwan.
Yes, long and pointless. But I love rummaging around in pumpkin lyrics anyway. Mmm. Pumpkins.
And that's all folks. What a way to pad out an entry. Nightie nite.
np: zwan - 011214a
...It's time for dumb motherfuckers to yell stupid shit...
Monday 2002-06-03 - 11:48 p.m. - +
