My dad will be home in an hour or two. From Greenland to the frying pan. I am not amused. It will take 5 minutes then everything is back to how it's always been. Mean mean mean. I hate my family. And yet I am still dependent on them. Weak weak weak.
It doesn't matter any way
I went to work today despite having planned a day off. I wanted to watch England-Brazil. When I arrived at work everybody was... wait for it... watching England-Brazil. The game started 8.30 and I meet at 9. So I got to watch 10-15 minutes of the first half. Then I went to do a little work in the big hall and thus missed Brazil's goal in the first half overtime. Poop.

Then after watching half of the second half Cafer decided that it was time for us to watch the floor. I mean wash the floor. So we'd be finished earlier and could leave. All in all I got to see less than half of the game. But that was better than nothing. And Brazil won as I predicted.

I got myself some cool new earplugs. They work better than the old ones. Kickass. Maybe I'll be able to ignore all the inevitable noise now.

Maybe not. 4 people in the same house is way too many. 3 too many if it's my family we're talking about.

If I'm lucky they might all go to visit family in Roskilde. That would be good. I'm not sure I could stand a month of being a family. A couple of weeks of being alone in the house would be good. I could pretend I was a hermit in a hut in the middle of Sahara and nobody knew where I was. Sweet.

It's not like I have it so bad. Compared to a lot of families out there I probably have it very good. I don't mean to sound like a pathetic little whining baby. But it's just that I'm a pathetic little whining baby and I can't stand it. It's a good thing I'm so inhibeted or I'd make the frontpages like all the rest of the psychos. Go out with a bang.

But we'll see what will happen. I'm still going nowhere, might as well take a detour and have a picnic in family land.

Maybe it'll all be ok.

np: radiohead - how to disappear completely (010602)