Cold and grey day. Lots of rain.
danish summer
Bad day.
sad day
I got a letter from my caseworker thingie. My new one. Seems my old one is now doing something different. They probably fired her for drug abuse or sexual assault against her clients. Or something. Anyway, she's moved on to new and better things and I bet that's why they've forgotten all about me and left me alone so long. It's a sad sign of society's decay. But I don't mind. I do mind that my new caseworker thingie person wants a meeting. Erk.
must...avoid... contact...with.. people..
I can feel real life catching up. And I don't like it. I wish people would just leave me alone. Not you diaryland people. I can handle you. But real people.
not that you're not all real of course...
Waaaah. I wanna stay in my protective bubble far away from the world.
bubble boy
It's pretty bad actually. I started getting all the old suicidal feelings back right after I read the letter. I've been mostly free of them since I started going online. But now I have to deal with real life. Damn.
sigh
Oh and don't worry about me. I'm not going to off myself. Don't want to take anyone with me in the fall either...
reasons to be beautiful
I'm fine. Ask me again in 12 days.
and we'll see
And that's the blah for today.
blegh
I need to get Amnesiac and Reveal. Notice that I didn't say "I want". I said "I need". And I stand by that choice of words. That is all.
next!
Someone really, really should give me a goldgift. Seriously. I'll send you a couple of tapes of great pumpkins songs. Some cd's. My kidney. No the other one. Yes that one. Can you spare a dime? Make me golden, like a statue of sorts. A symbol of the modern day decadence we all partake in. No, just buy me stuff dammit.
I'll take all that's coming to me
Ah. I'd prefer an aluminium membership. Just to be different.
I'm crazy like that
I feel like I have to quote Young now, just to return the favor. "yeah. soft porn sucks so bad."
true dat, true dat
There.
...you go
Oh and completely unrelated. Today was the first time in history (I believe) that a blowjob was shown on national danish tv. Marushka Detmers is my hero. I think more serious acresses should take a clue from her.
if pammie can why not you?
Yessir. An erect penis being sucked, fellated even, on national tv. It can only go downhill from here.
go down... teehee
I can't follow that with anything...
at a loss for words
G'night, fellatios
fellaters and fellatees. Okay, enough fellate talk, fellas.
np: pumpkins - cupid de locke (960313)