I only wear this smile to comfort you. I only say these things to pacify you. A stranger form of sincerity. I'm only trying to do what is right.

It has been a very warm day. And I have wasted it gloriously. With self pleasure and loneliness. Summer is here. There is no denying. I'm going to have to dump my winter jacket now. And bring out the summer clothes. I will feel less safe. But less hot too. It's a trade-off I guess. Maybe I should get on a waiting list for a house on Greenland instead. I could get a white winter coat and go walking in the snow. Get mistaken for a polar bear. Or a penguin, in my finest suit.

I feel some sort of emptiness hanging around. Need stuff to throw in it. A widescreen tv would fill it. Or a landslide.

Reading about old Amiga games. So many fond memories. They don't make them like they used to. A game isn't a real game if it doesn't work when you insert the floppy disc it came on.

Zwan put Nobody 'Cept You from the Hideout shows as a B-side to the Lyric single. If you have a good memory you might remember me raving about it back in the olden days when they put it out as a homemovie on their site. It's a bloody briltastic cover and I love it. And I love the other B-side too. Autumn Leaves. No disrespect to their album but so far the 4 B-sides they have released are just so much better. Oh well. I guess they wouldn't have fit on MaryStar. Thank god for Besides.

Hehe Carvup.

Shotenanny is coming out soon. Eels'eses new album. It got a good review today. And there's Hail to the Thief. And I want Mew and Tina Dickow still. I thought I was done buying CDs. Good thing I'm filthy rich, he said with a mad glimmer in his eyes. Where is Napster when you need it? Damn you Lars Ulrich, you should have stuck to tennis. You make me St. Angry. St. Anger. Get it? Okay.

Hehe Sierra.

Guess what I saw on TV today? I saw a turtle eating strawberry pie. Hehe. It looked like it was enjoying it too. Hehe. Turtles are funny. Hehe.

Hehe. Commodore 64 games too. Creatures. Best game ever. Clyde Radcliffe and the Fuzzie Wuzzies. Perfect. Man, it's weird. First reading about Amiga games. And then taking a step further back in time to the Commodore 64. And all the related memories. Too bad I didn't have a computer before the c64, no way to remember life before that time then. Hehe.

I started this entry feeling sort of empty and a little sad and now I'm smiling at memories and Skye's fish purse and the wonderdog. Isn't he amazing? What a pretty dog. I'm looking forward to meeting him some day.

I'm starting to feel a little sick though. I best be going. Let me just plug my sweet and fair Skye's auctions first though. Why don't you go have a look and see if there's anything you want? And then bid ONE MILLION DOLLARS on it. Thank you.

And goodnight.

np: mew - symmetry (0210xx) (heartbreakingly beautiful)