Nothing to fear and nothing to doubt..
all lies
What did I do today? Nothing much. I took another walk in the snow. Don't worry, no snow pics today. It was very cold. I forgot to put a sweater on under my jacket. I was freezing. My ears almost froze off I think. But then coming in to the warmth again is nice. Bright red skin. This little piggy went to market..
ice ice baby
And the moon was pretty..
hey, it's not a snow pic... where's the wolf?
I felt like just walking to the moon. Not upwards. But just walking straight ahead towards it. Just keep walking until you get there or the sun sets. It's calling, pulling me, pulling me.
I believe I can fly
Was a beautiful night indeed. The moon is out, the stars invite.. I love walking in the snow at night. What a great way to end the year. Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow.
I'm moving to greenland
I'm very proud of myself. I managed to open up a port in my router and I can now use Direct Connect in Active mode. Weet! No more passive for me, baby. I don't want to get technical on yo ass but all I had to do was telnet my router and add a nat entry that allowed all traffic on the dc port to be forwarded to my ip. So there.
I connect
Also I heard Puff Daddy's remixes of Perfect. Hehe. Somehow I always imagined the bagpipe thing was a joke people made to make fun of p diddy daddy. But no. There are actually bagpipes in it. Yikes. No further comments.
we ain't ever gonna quit
Last night I was reading up on my Eric Agnew history. A big guy in the pumpkins community but that's not important right now. He once wrote something about sleeping every other night. I don't know for how long he kept that up. But I like the idea. I would like to try that. You'd get a lot of extra free time. And I bet it would be nice to go to sleep after staying awake so long. I'm intrigued by the idea. I don't think I've ever stayed up so long. I want to try. The only problem is that I'm already deadtired all the time. So it might make me pass out or something. But tomorrow is new years eve so what better time to try. And who cares if I screw up my sleeping pattern even more and work becomes even more unbearable. That's not important.
who needs sleep
Didn't Kramer do that once? He did something like that. Sleeping less. Kramer is my role model.
newman!
But seriously. I wouldn't mind going insane. It would be a good excuse for being incompetent I think.
I'm crazy already
Dude, Thom Yorke looks so miserable. Radiohead interview on mtv right now. I wonder why he keeps going. He's complaining about the touring. I don't blame him. I guess you have to be tortured to be a good artist. There is no beauty without pain.
corgan yorke in outer space There is no peace not born of love (just because, just because). you know this
I would like peace. Somehow. I would like.
to sleep always or never
And searching for peace I turned to religion. Well for jokes of course. I paid a visit to Belief-o-matic. Wondering what the perfect religion for me is.. and here are my test scores:
holy buttfuck batboy! Remember: The top score on the list below represents the faith that Belief-O-Matic, in its less than infinite wisdom, thinks most closely matches your beliefs. However, even a score of 100% does not mean that your views are all shared by this faith, or vice versa.
yeah, DISCLAIMER!
Belief-O-Matic then lists another 26 faiths in the order of how much they have in common with your professed beliefs. The higher a faith appears on this list, the more closely it aligns with your thinking. pick a card, pick any card
Rankings:
27. Roman Catholic (6%) http://www.beliefnet.com/story/80/story_8030_1.html
answers on a postcard please
Funny eh? I thought Atheism and Agnosticism would win personally. Scientology fits me better than Islam. And I'll never be a Roman Catholic dood.
believe in me
Phil has a very very bright head. If I could make a religion I'd call it Corganism. We are all but micro corganisms in the big picture. And stuff.
save your prayers
More bible fun.. Which Bible hero am I?
we could be heros.. PETER. You're a regular guy. Family oriented, steady job, yet willing to grow and change. If anything, you talk before you think, but you're willing to own up to your mistakes and move on. no, Peter is my brother. I'm Lasse.
Mhm. I saw myself more as a jesus type but okay.
What with the superpowers and all
How cynical am I?
fuck off dumbass Somewhat cynical. Your Cynicism level is probably high enough to be of some concern It's none of your business asshole
Heheheheheh. Some concern. Hehehehehe.
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And since I'm not a muslim I thought it would be interesting to see What Kind of Muslim am I?
huh Secular Muslim mkay
I guess that means one who doesn't care about the rules. My favorite question from that quiz = Q19. If you met Salman Rushdie in a dark alley, what would you do? kill in the name of god
Deep.
throat
And finally. How Grateful am I?
thanks for nothing pal Basically you're in the bottom tenth of respondents. Gratitude is not your major focus right now; you may want to read our story on gratitude studies and see why being thankful could benefit you. oh sorreeeee
Yeah, thanks for the advice pal.
goodfornothingsonofa..
But hey, I can't help the feeling I could go through the ceiling. So why don't you go take the bible tests too?
I like girls girls girls
I was very disappointed when the world didn't end at the millennium. But I'm sure it's was a counting mistake and the end of the world is this year instead. So there's one day to go. Repent!
endtime
And see you tomorrow pals if you make the list.
ticktock time is running out
nw: radiohead - creep (on eMpTyV)
...I don't care if it hurts.. I wanna have control...
jebus saves
back and forth
2001-12-30 - 11:58 p.m. - +
