I was so happy.

I should have known.

Aaargh. My hard drive seems to be faulty. On my new computer. I should have known. Happy fucking birthday, Plume.

Oh well. I think I am out of the suicidal period. Now entering into the "I'm going to sleep for a week and then deal with things" period. I just wanted it to be easy. Problems, always problems. Life is hard enough on its own, why can't technology just cooperate?

Thank you to all you nice people who sent birthday wishes. That was so sweet. I was so happy. I know there are things more important than computers. You help me remember that.

So. I guess I'll have to take the computer back. They'll probably keep it for a month. I'll get it back and the problem will still be there. They'll keep it for another month. That's how these things usually go, right?

I'll have to plug in my old computer. Back to safemode.

I'm copying files now. All the many gigs I moved from the old computer to the new. Now I'm moving them from the the new computer to the old. "Hard drive failure imminent. Back up your data". /%¤#%/&%#

Cyclic redundancy something I don't know. I have had this computer for 2 days, how can the hard drive be dead already?

I was so happy. Everything was good again.

I bought an optical mouse today. I bought blank DVDs. When I got up the sun was shining on the snow on the ground.

Run and tell the king that the sky is falling in.
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I'll be okay of course. Don't worry. I just... HATE this. I only wanted things to be ok.