We should all have a happy stone shouldn't we?

Hehehe, Airheads is cool. Heh Hehe. Steve Buscemi is great. There's something creepy about him. But creepy in a funny way. Heh heh he.

So did I just have cybersex in italian? Or german or french? J'ai une erectione et je voudrais que tu... oh nevermind.

I finally had to delete mp3's :-(. I got a nice little message that C: was full. Damn. So I deleted the 980630 show and the Ultra Rare Trax bootleg. And the storytellers VH1 broadcast, but that's okay cause I have the full complete thing. All in all that freed up a good 400mb and that'll have to last through christmas. And then I really do need to buy a new hard drive. I've done the research. I've researched so much that I think I know what I don't know. And that's a start. Then I'll just need to get help with figuring it out. But at least I know what to figure out. Or something. I can always hope that the world ends at the millennium, because we all know that this one is the true new millennium. Don't we? Kaboom, and we'll all be eating dinner at the restaurant at the end of the universe. And then who'll care about my hard drive? I think I like saying "hard drive". It makes me giggle like an innocent schoolgirl. At least that's how I imagine innocent schoolgirls laugh. I don't know any.

I only play for money, I don't give a fuck about the fans.
I only play for money, I don't give a shit if you dance..."
If you think Eminem is controversial you should check out The Frogs. It's amazing how they can write completely disgusting lyrics and still make it sound beautiful. They're really outrageous. I guess if you take them too seriously you'll get sick. Some of it's really baaad (both music and lyrics). "Everyone's making a big deal out of the fact that I raped someone, what's the crime? I had fun..." ..."after all she was a nun, and the priest wanted to watch". I don't know... sometimes I even think they go too far. But they're crazy and the music isn't bad so check them out. I recommend Starboy and Weird on the avenue. Good songs and not too sick lyrics.

Of course I only like them because they're one of Billy Corgan's favourite bands and I have no will of my own. Free will is an illusion. That's what they tell me to say.

Christmas draws near. Cats and grandmas are scheming. My brother, beloved Peter, will be home. Sigh. It's not that I don't love the bastard. I just wish he wasn't interested in using the computer. It's all a plot against me. Christmas just makes me sad. Makes me remember when it was real. I think christmas died the year we stopped buying a christmas tree. Not that the tree was that important to me. But all my life that tree had taken up all the space in our tiny living room every christmas. Somehow it left a hole, how symbolic... Ah, who needs it? Who needs love and understanding? It's all something they made up to get you to buy their products anyway. Buy this and fit in and be happy. Good thing I avoided that pitfall.

I need a milkshake.

At least I'm going blind, so that's something.

G'night, tu voi fa buona cabe? Answers on a postcard please...

np: The Frogs - Adam and Steve

...Adam and Eve? Adam and Steve? Which is wrong, which is right?...