Oh my god!

OH MY GOD! KEES HAD A BABY!

Oh my god. Kees is a girl. And she had a baby.

That is the cutest thing ever.

By now I should probably warn you that I'm going to post a lot of highresolution, slowloading pictures. Haha. Because I am head over heels smitten to the core.

I don't even know what a baby goat is called. In Danish it's called a "kid". But it's not the English word of course. It's not "child". It's pronounced very softly too. I like that word. Gedekid.

It can't be older than a week, at most.

"Can I go outside, mum?"

..."but you go first"

Hehe. I guess it must have been outside before. It would be a little too perfect if I just walked in there and saw it take its first step outside. But it was very wary. Like a newborn taking its first steps into the world. First out on the tiles outside the house...

And then out on the ground...

Of course with mommy always in safe distance.

I can hardly believe it.

What a great surprise. What a lovely, cute, sweet little surprise. I think my eyes must have been popping out when I saw that little guy/girl next to Kees. I didn't not see it coming.

I wonder if Blackie is the father? That'd be sweet. A lovely little family. I don't know though. He didn't seem overly interested in the baby. He did headbutt me a few times though. Rammed into me with his horns. He's never done that before. But it wasn't hard or anything. Just a little gentle nudging. And he still seemed more interested in food than in anything else.

Haha.

I had bought a little bag of carrots in Favorit. I only meant to give a few out. But I ended up giving almost all of them. To Blackie and the horses mostly. Kees was a little too shy. But with a cute little baby to protect that's only natural. I tried throwing one to her, but neither of them were too interested in it.

I learned Blackie's true name today too. He's called Mads. That's a very common goat's name in Denmark. I guess I should start calling him by that name now. It's not like he's completely Black anyway.

There were kids around too, at the playground. Normally I would try to avoid that situation. But I was just taken so much in by the baby goat that I didn't even think about fleeing from the social situation. Instead I even talked a little to some of them. "Have you seen the new gedekid?" one asked. It was nice, it made me feel normal. Not like a freak seeking love from animals when he can't get them from humans. But just like one of the gang who can't help but love that cute little baby.

A couple of girls with Mads.

That little guy was fun. He asked me about my camera, how I got the pictures out of it. And he also came up to me with that one glove in his hand and said "I lost my other glove". And I said "oh that's too bad. You don't know where it is?". And he looked over his shoulder and around a bit. And then he zipped his jacket down and "oh there it is". He had the other glove tucked into the top of his jacket. Hehe. But it was cute. He came up to me and asked about the glove like I was some adult who could help him. Not some freak to run away from. But just a nice guy who could help.

He did do something that wasn't too nice though. He went inside the goat house and picked up the baby goat. Well, I don't know if that wasn't nice. Maybe that's an okay thing to do? I wouldn't do it though. And Kees wasn't very happy about it either. She's so shy already, if you approach her she'll jump away. And she wasn't too happy that her baby was being picked up like that.

It's an awful big world god, and I am awful small

Sometimes the world is so damn beatiful. It's pretty great that I'm able to see that now. Oh I still see lots of bad here. But sometimes everything almost makes sense.

Yup. My computer seems to be working too. Easter holiday coming up. The doctor business yesterday went well. I am feeling positively happy again.

It was nice at work too. When I went to get my lemonade at lunch they had to mix a new batch. So I had to wait for a couple of minutes at the bar. And it so happened that the cute bargirl was there. The one who isn't Thomas's girlfriend after all. She's so pretty. She's not perfect. She's not a supermodel. But she's so cute. She has a nose ring. I'm not usually into piercings. No offense if you have one. It's just not my thing. But on her it looked cute. And her hair is nice. It's sort of dark, reddish. My favourite kind. It's sort of.. frayed? I don't know what it's called. Her hair isn't smooth. It's almost kind of like dreadlocks, but not in locks? Maybe some day I'll dare to take a picture of her so you can see what I mean. I have a crush on her. I like having crushes from afar. In school it was Sara. I thought she was the love of my life, until I met Skye and learned what love really was. But I crushed on Sara from afar for years. And when I went to gymnasiet it was Rikke who I crushed on from afar. Sara, Rikke, cute bargirl. None of them are supermodels. None of them are/were the hottest on the premises. But they are cute and sweet. I like that. You see girls, you don't have to be supermodels. A smile will get you way farther than a perfect bodys and tight clothes.

She did the funniest thing. She was getting a glass of cola for Thomas and she put two straws in the glass. But one straw was longer than the other. So they made fun banter about that. And then she went and got a pair of scissors and cut a bit off the longest straw. The bit she cut off flew across the floor, landed almost at my feet. The straws still weren't the same length though, she had to cut more off.

Hehe.

If I didn't suffer from social phobia I would ask her out.

And if I had a perfect body and tight clothes she might even say yes.

But ah, nevermind that. Look at the baby goat! I wish I knew if it was a boy or girl. I'll have to go up there again and see how they're all doing.

Happy weekend to you all.