Sigh. My ISP hates me. Remember yesterday when I (for the second time) said my movie page was working? Yes, well then my ISP decided to have some UNscheduled downtime. In other words, if you still haven't done it then go to my movie page and get the videos of Skye and Sacha. They are perfect and sweet and you should at least take a look. Assuming the page still works now. (This plug has been brought to you by the letter Z and Plume's Sense of Self Satisfaction).

And I've already had some nice people tell me they'll help me in my postcard plan to take over the world (this plug has been brought to you by the letter Q and the producers of "Waiting to Exhale."). People are so nice. When you give them the chance.

If you really, really like Boba Fett is that a Boba Fettish?

Nevermind.

Guess what today is? It's July 23rd. What is the significance of this date, you ask? Well, three years ago today was the first time I ever had contact with Skye. More precisely "07/23/00 12:31:45". She signed the guestbook on my first halfassed website. She compared me to Billy Corgan. There was no way I was going to be able to resist that.

It seems so long ago now. I can barely remember a time before all this. Before having an internet computer. Before knowing Skye. 3 years now. I never thought it would go this way. I never even thought it was possible. But she showed me that I can be loved. That I can be somebody. She has helped me so much. It's mostly thanks to her that I'm now close to something that resembles a normal life. And she is so beautiful. We were talking about our vacation and when I was touching her and I said that she felt beautiful. We weren't sure if that was a feeling. I mean, if something can feel beautiful? Can you feel that someone else is beautiful, by touching? I don't know. She just felt beautiful to me. A lovelier girl I do not know.

If I had champagne I'd toast to the three years we've had. And to the hope of many more.

np: pumpkins - luna (acoustic 91)