Here's my latest pram:

Dead rats on the street that I thought were black plastic bags

The streets are full of rats tonight

they're dead

I thought they were black plastic bags

they weren't

but it's okay

Cool, n'est-ce pas?

Well, I'm finally getting better. I didn't feel too sick this morning. The coughing is still there but it's not too bad. I even went shopping. For the bare essentials. Which is soda. I need it. I'm an addict. It's my monster side. Oh and I bought one of those ...lottery things. I don't know what it's called in English. You have to kinda... uhm scratch the surface and see if you have 3 of the same... and I won a 100 bucks. Yeah. Well, a 100 danish bucks. Which is about 10 pounds or 20 dollars or something. But hey! I'm a winner, baby! Yeah.

I downloaded Heaven by Bryan Adams from Napster. I don't like Bryan Adams anymore. His 18 till I die attitude and spice girls phase. But Heaven is a great song. It's one of those memory songs. I remember watching the movie Legend. Not a brilliant movie. But I like it. It had great visuals. Really beautiful. And I remember sitting cramped in the little space between my bed and my tiny tv watching it. I was wearing a walkman and just playing Heaven over and over and over and over. I'd seen Legend before so I didn't really need to follow the plot or listen to the actors. I was just enjoying the beautiful pictures while listening to the song. And then a month or so later we had our final exams. And in the written danish one I chose the assignment "write about a movie". And I wrote about Legend. I summoned that feeling, that grand feeling I'd had while watching Legend with Heaven playing over and over and over... and I wrote a great paper. Using all the emotions. Justifying why I liked the movie even though it wasn't a cinematographic masterpiece (it had Tom Cruise in it!). I got an 11. Which is the second best score you can get. Usually I'd get 9 or 10. So it was a good one. And I still get that feeling when I listen to Heaven. Like I'm sitting there watching Legend. Walking in the wonderland. Well, since Pumpkins Radio died out I thought I'd print the lyrics to Heaven then. So you can read that now and I'll float away on a memory bliss of you.

Heaven

Oh - thinkin' about all our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now nothin' can take you away from me
We've been down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me comin' back for more

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it here in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

Oh - once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Bring you up when you're feelin' down
Ya-nothin' could change what you mean to me
Oh there's lots that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way

I've been waitin' for so long
For somethin' to arrive
For love to come along
Now our dreams are comin' true
Through the good times and the bad
Ya - I'll be standin' there by you

Yeah. Normally I wouldn't recommend a Bryan Adams song. But I suggest you give this a try if you're on napster anyway. Go on you might like it. Don't you just love all feelin', waitin', standin' ? I copied the lyrics from a Bryan Adams site. For authenticity. How about that Summer of 69 song, eh? He wasn't all bad all the time.

I got an email today. From Global Publishing Whatever. Here read this:

Global Publishers has reviewed the poem entitled "Dying With You" located at Maybelline22ThegreatromanceDyingwithyou.htm

and believes it worthy of publication. We therefore would like to invite

you for inclusion in our upcoming Special Edition of Poets and Poetry.

Wow. I am special. I'm sure they'd like me to buy their special edition. And some coffee mugs etc. Just like Poetry.com. I wonder how they found me though. Oh well. I better be careful or I'll start thinking that I'm worth something. Can't have that. Maybe I should send them my dead rats poem. yeah.

Oh well.

So after my ruff'n'tumble with yahoo geocities counter last night I today had the pleasure of spending a couple of hours on my guestbook. Seems they're changing that too, and they don't bother informing about that either. Only on the page where you get a guestbook do they say that it needs changing. But if you already have a guestbook you don't go to the "get a guestbook" page! I love you godzilla! But I got it sorted out. The new yahoo guestbook sucks, it doesn't even register the time or date a person signs, dumbfucks. So I had to get one outside. And I chose our dear own Diaryland Maestro Andrew's signmyguestbook.com. Even though it has some major flaws. But I guess it'll do. It's not like my site is so big'n'brilliant and needs anything fancy. Oh and if you go to my site (link at the bottom) and sign my guestbook you might be the first one to sign the new one (apart from myself)! Wow! Go go go go go go go go! Now now now now! Siiiigh. Please?

I found something interesting last night. Tina Dickow
Only Danish. But interesting to me. I went to school with her. For one year. Beautiful and sweet. She was in a couple of episodes of a big danish tv series. Now she's a singer. She's gonna make it big... well I hope. I think she deserves it. She was always nice to me, even though she was one of the cool, young, hot, perfect people (in my eyes). She was even naked in that tv thing. As the horny young teenager I was that was quite pleasing. It still is to the horny young post-teenager I am now. Since sex sells I thought I should go into detail about that, but my erections are my own business and I think I'll keep them to myself. For now. Sorry. I know you're all dying to hear.

And now that I've humiliated myself... I might as well go. Get off. The net I mean. Haha. Funny.

Me and my erections will be thinking of you all

g'night. Keep your hands above the blanket.

NP: Pumpkins - Bury Me (shared your kisses, shame your heart, buried me and it hurts)

...it was all I had, but not all I need...