I don't really feel like writing an entry today either.

Buuuut I guess I better.

Not like there is anything new though. I am struggling with coming to terms with my health. Hah it's funny isn't it? Being all crestfallen because the doctors tell me my health is good. It's like upside down world. Crazy times.

I'm still feeling a bit depressed. I guess I'm happy that I don't have Cushing's. I shouldn't be ungrateful. I just had my mind set on it. Now I have to change course completely. Have to explain everything to everyone. Again. Have to go in a completely different direction. Have to change my life. It's hard.

Yeah, I'll get right on that.

Luckily tomorrow is a holiday. One more day of doing nothing and then it's back on the ten wild horses.

Very tired. I'll try to answer guestbook messages tomorrow. Thank you all.

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