It's almost precisely two years since I died. January 12th 1999. Between 6 and 7 am. I feel a bit like that x-files episode where there's a guy who can't die. He never sees Death, the grim reaper, or something along those lines. So can't die. I feel like Death is trying to catch up with me. I'm dead but my corpse is walking the earth. Zombie, it's in your head.

Die young and leave a beautiful body.

There should be snow outside tonight. It would be fitting.

I am what I am. I AM MY END..

we'll all be the same in the end

I wouldn't mind doing this,
but I just don't have anything to share :-(

Don't you just love ads? I love 'em. I can't get enough. Well, I changed this one so it goes to my site but there's still no gifts. Nothing is free. You'll pay with your soul. You know what I'm saying..

But advertisement isn't always bad... Faaame, I'm gonna live forever, I'm gonna reach for the stars... I have no idea how that song goes. I should brush up on my classics. Footlose footlose...

I'm going to get into Drew Carey now. It's about time. And I need a new sitcom. How else would I waste away the days?

oh well. I have to go clean up the computer, get all the dirty stuff away :-). We have company for the weekend. My mother's brother Bent. The one who's saved by god. And now getting a divorce. Was that mean? Hopefully my brother won't be home this weekend. Then Bent can sleep in his room and I can still sit up all night with the computer. Who knows he might even install the hard drive for me. With a little help from god above. Oh dear, oh dear.

Yeah. Tomorrow's another day for the dead and the living

G'night. would you die tonight for love?

np: pumpkins - i am my end (Mashed Potatoes)

...lie inside, die inside, he is the one who drags you down...