2001-10-16 - 10:07 p.m. - +

No news about the anthrax thing. I missed the local news tonight. Too bad. But I'm sure it was just a false alarm. Even in denmark we're seing hoaxes and false alarms. But I guess that's better than the real thing, ne?
I'm not overly concerned
I stayed home from work. I guess I could tell them I was scared because of the news... The Barn is halfway between my house and the mall of death. But they might just not quite believe me.
withdraw
I don't know why I have this strong need to stay away. It's not like it's bad there. It's not like I can't do it. But I still feel like it's the end of the world as we know it that I have to go. Tomorrow Bent HeadChief will be back and it wouldn't be too smart to stay away again. With a little luck no one will even mention I was gone today. With a little luck the ducks will leave me alone and quack another day. I have to go. If I stop there then the evil empire will just make me go some other place. Farther away with longer hours. The Barn is pretty good. I will have to try and see if I can't stop throwing it away. Or I could run off and live on a mountain top in Norway.
lie i lie i want to lie
But I had a nice day alone at home. I made myself a nice chocolate-pineapple-ice cream-milk drink. It wasn't bad. I'm quite the mixer, if they ever make Cocktail 2 then I should star in it.
drunk on pineapple juices
My mother called from Roskilde. My grandmother is apparantly doing better. I guess she'll survive. I hope. She has to retrain herself. Learn how to move her arms and legs again. Good thing she's not a quitter like me.
quit quit all of this
And I would like to know what the "taleban day-o song" is. Someone found plume by searching for that mp3. Is that the "daylight come and me wanna go home" thing? Or is there some sort of taleban theme song?
here's to the atom bomb
But maybe this is all a dream.
maybe none of this is real
np: pumpkins - once in a lifetime (001027)

...same as it ever was... it's the same as it ever was... it's the same as it ever was...

dr jones wake up now

back and forth

clix




try to understand
the ones I love and their demands
so unfair when they can't see
that I'm the boy who really needs

your love i suppose

I just want peace
diaryland
to be free at last