So merry christmas again. That's my ass covered.

I've had a quiet day. Just the way I prefer it.

Last night I stayed up till 3 am. I had actually packed everything down and was ready to get to bed. But this empty feeling took over. I don't know. Maybe it was christmas. But christmas doesn't really mean anything to me so I'd expect to feel empty during it.. not after it. I just sat in the couch for 15 minutes and stared into the wide open space. Then I went back to the computer and started looking at old usegroups. Commodore 64. Amiga 500. Goal. Zzap!64. Gauntlet. etc. All these old things. From my past. I just buried myself in them. It was good. It was nice. The emptyness was still there. But I don't know... that's the longest I've stayed up in a long time. I really miss it. I do. I was born to sit up all night. I'm already suphocating at the thought of going back to work and 8am mornings.

This is actually the joystick I have on my old Amiga. Kewl. That page is from a Goalfansite. I use that joystick to play Goal every day. That's a game from 1993 or so. I thought I was the only one in the world still playing that game. Seems there's a whole community of people doing it. Neat. I'm not alone. I'm alone all the time.

Yeah. Nostalgia.      

I've been thinking about buying an old Commodore 64. I see them regurlarly practically being thrown away in the papers.. if it wasn't for that pesky social phobia then I would get one. But calling up, picking up etc. I don't want to deal with that. I know the games would suck anyway. Nostalgia is always better in theory in your head.

More nostalgia. My old Ultima site. It's still around. Heh. It made me want to play Ultima 9 again. When I get my CD drive working sometime I'll install it again. Just to stroll around Britannia. I never did complete it with the fan patch. I recommend listening to the midi on that page. Stones. It's a kickass song.

You know what would be funny? If Louise Nurding was called Louise Nerdy. That would make me laugh.

And Why are bats always evil? There was some Barbie computer animated movie on tv today. And of course the evil spy was a bat. Just like.. all those other movies. With evil bats. Now I understand that in Vampire movies bats have to be evil. But why in general? Because they're ugly? What kind of message is that? Are you telling me that a bunny could never be an evil spy? Think about that the next time you cuddle with your cute pet. It's always the ones you least suspect. That's my special christmas message for you all.

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In the spirit of christmas and drunken idiocy here is another top ten list:

fun things to do:

1) Bob your head to the That 70's Show theme song. Preferably in time with the actors

2) Search google for usenet posts made by people with the same name as you. Thought you were unique? Get over it sucker

3) Make top ten lists to annoy people

4) Dance around the imaginary christmas tree and pretend to be jolly

5) throwing snowballs at yourself. And hitting. Sucker

6) Knowing that your Brother is going to accidentally drop a glass and break it. Shouting out his name in vain trying to prevent it. Seeing it still happen. Okay, that's not a funny thing to do but it happened 10 minutes ago so don't bitch at me, sucker.

7) Calling people suckers

8) Pretending that random people are dressed like Santa's elves because then they'd look as stupid as you do

9) Searching Morpheus for santa porn

10) Starting the countdown to next christmas and wondering what gifts you'll be getting.

Bah. Since you're all lying face down in either turkey or presents I won't bother you anymore. Happy Hoedays to you all.

Like old man Boothby would say "I'm old and male". Goodnight suckers.

np: nothing