Why the fuck do you do that? Why? I mean for crap's sake. oh sigh.

nevermind

NSPAA is back and running! Ya! That means Marked songs for me. Oh goodie. Almost makes life worth living, dontcha think? Hmmm?

Yeah, what a surprise. No kidding. And leave me like they left me here. Fuck you. Fuck you. I ain't amused. When you have so few people in your life you actually care about and maybe even dare to consider almost friends... blah, I don't know where I'm going with this. Fuck you. I guess I'll have to say goodbye if you don't slamdoor soon. And in the grander scheme, does it matter? You didn't wait for my goodbye yesterday so why should I assume you would today. We're back in it. Back in making me feel bad instead of good. Back in being a reason to sleep in the snow instead of waking up tomorrow. Back in the middle. I want the beginning. Or nothing. Blablabla Plume's feelings are hurt booohoooo. Let's all go to the lobby...

or is it me you're after?

I bet it'll snow soon. Possibly. Maybe. I hope it will.

I Feel bad but it makes me feel good. I won't explain.

Real love will listen