Some person called "emdude13m" with a hotlist consisting of nothing but Eminem songs is downloading Infinite Sadness by The Smashing Pumpkins from me. Somehow that just seems extremely funny to me. This must be some 13 year old boy who loves Eminem. What would he possibly see in Infinite Sadness? Maybe if it was one of the big sp hits... but Infinite Sadness is a rather obscure, unreleased song. But hey, spread the love...

Lovely girl, you're the beauty in my world..

No one's signed my new guestbook. How depressing. I'll send a free tape of great smashing pumpkins songs to the first signer. Come on, help me out. The link's at the bottom. I'm begging. Please. You wanna see me cry? Here, I'm crying... waaaa....

I have nothing to say today. As you might have noticed. Let's take a little SP Radio and then go away...

Stand Inside Your Love

you and me
meant to be
immutable
impossible
it's destiny
pure lunacy
incalculable
inseparable

and for the last time
you're everything that i want and asked for
you're all that i dream

who wouldn't be the one you love?
who wouldn't stand inside your love?
protected and the lover of

a pure soul
and beautiful
you
don't understand
don't feel me now
i will breath
for the both of us
travel the world
traverse the skies
your home is here
within my heart

and for the first time
i feel as though i am reborn in my mind
recast as child and mystic sage

who wouldn't be the one you love?
who wouldn't stand inside your love?

for the first time
i'm telling how much i need and bleed for
your every move and waking sound in my time
i'll wrap my wrap my wire around your heart
and your mind
you're mine forever now

who wouldn't be the one you love and live for?
who wouldn't stand inside your love and die for?
who wouldn't be the one you love?

G'night.

NP: MTV Europe Music Awards (Oh god just kill me. MTV Sucks)

...when we need to be, to be alone inside...