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Monday 2004-06-28 - 11:13 p.m. - +
clix? I got up early today. Had to call the doc to get the results of my last blood sample. Nothing new, nothing wrong with me. Nothing more to do about it, medically speaking. I am healthy, hooray. When the vacation is done I will start working on getting healthy, body and soul. Fight the tiredness. That is all there is left to do. A farly qwiet day othewisely. Dad bought an ink cartridge for our old printer so I could finally print the cover of my rem mix. Nice and green, looks much better than that screenshot. It goes well with my other mixes. I love making little CDs like that of my own, it feels like such an accomplishment hehe. Got a couple of nice comments on art of the mix too. Also managed to get my battery recharger working. It's charging batteries right now. It makes me want to come up with a metaphor about this entry and watching batteries recharge. You know, a similitude of paint drying. But nevermind that. My parents are going to Manchester. I guess my dad has been saving up some frequent flyer miles from his trips to and fro Greenland. So they get a free trip to Manchester. And they're going to Finland too for a week's time. I'm looking forward to the quiet. Things haven't been too bad though. Fairly civilized, I can't complain. Much better than the old days when it was nothing but fighting. Still every little harsh word makes me cringe and brings back bad memories. Deeply rooted in me. There are many things deep in me. Things that are hard to escape. And even when things get better those things still lurk beneath the surface waiting to grab a hold of me and force me back into places I don't want to go. I'm glad I'm stronger though. I think I'm pretty much through the latest depression. It was so strong, a few years ago it would have broken me completely. But now I'm back on track. Posted some memories in my other home. I like them. I miss her. soundtrack: nothing ... ...darn back and forth clix
try to understand the ones I love and their demands so unfair when they can't see that I'm the boy who really needs your love i suppose I just want peace diaryland to be free at last |
you can watch me bleed